#ive been literally looking at their website since middle school fkshdfks like i was always too scared to contact them

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i contacted my local synagogue about converting and got an email back already :] i'm really excited...

#ive been literally looking at their website since middle school fkshdfks like i was always too scared to contact them #i wish i did when my grandma was still alive.... i wish she got to see me reconnecting with judaism in a positive way. but #idk i would like to think she will still know somehow. i hope shes proud of me for finally doing this.. #summer's text tag #i think it will be a nice way to get myself out of the house. they said i can go to services and attend the judaism/torah classes even rn #like before i set up stuff with the rabbi. but. idk yea im just really happy and excited..... the thought of going to service/classes has #me kinda like aaaaaa but i bet i can talk stuff thru with the rabbi anyway to explain my neet-isms. we can go slow. it will all be ok