#iwear baggy clothes to hide my hourglass curve but even thay doesnt seem to matter

[mejomonster]

I dress masculine but my face so baby doll -o-;

#rant #this is a mini rant about just like. sometimes i just wished i looked masc or butch but i really just. dont to strangers ever #i wear all mens clothes from the mens section but still look 'cutesy' because my face is my face #if i wear makeup i like eyeliner so i never look super femme since #i cant do contouring and lipstick normally so i dont unless lurposely going hyper femme like with a lolita fashion coord #or a barbie malibu photoshoot or something. even when i dress in pastels most of my pastel rainbow stuff is #from the mens section. but my face is just. baby. i have a flat chest but it doesnt make difference #iwear baggy clothes to hide my hourglass curve but even thay doesnt seem to matter #ive cut my hair 1 inch long and that never mattered. i like my hair short so its like chin length now but lol #while i love guys with my length hair i just. do not read as guy to ppl. and i dont want to masculine contour my face #cause 1. i fail quite bad at xontours 2. i hate coverup and most makeup im just not the kinda perskn that wears much makeup if any #wearing more makeup makes me feel more femme especially coverup and contour #idk just. i been thinking how i dress in 95% masc clothes (unless im wearing a purposeful dress up lolita coord or goth dress i like) #and to my family and strangers i just read Usual Babydoll Face girly mejo??? #i... i have no solution to it not that i necessarily like need one. then also like sometimes u wanna look androgynous #but i already xombine masc and feminine presentation choices with makeup and masc clothes #or masc clothes with some bright colors like pink since i love pastels #jt just. doesnt end up working much. i mean it makes me happy but to a stranger i just dont read as androynous