#just gotta wait for the fluffy mushy pursual scenes that should come in the meantime bc w/o them my nerves might kill me 🙃

[dramarants]

I've said this before but as much as I was screaming at my screen, this is an opportunity for ttj to raise roots somewhere that not only includes the love of his life but also relationships without ridonkulous power imbalances among a supportive community and a new way of life outside the expectations set upon him since birth. who knows, maybe he'll choose to embrace his devil god fate lord knows the tension would not only be palpable but sexy af or maybe he'll become the supreme ultimate botanical sword master but he finally gets to be an active agent of his own life, choosing people, values, and goals for his own future, and hopefully, his journey (and lss's own growth returning + learning her identity) will reunite them knowing they're stronger, happier, and simply uplift each other when together. ttj's enduring love surmounted death and five centuries of agony to bring him to her place in the immortal realm, now it's up to them to figure themselves out and truly make it their home.

#till the end of the moon #I can see ttj becoming a devil god who's more devoted to his space goddess heiress/overseeing mortal trials than wreaking havoc #or embracing the cang jiumin persona to continue to fight fate itself and defeat the devil god with lss #whatever it is I see a transformation which could foster healthier yet equally passionate love and fulfillment down the line #with room for classic ttj unhinged dramatics ofc hehe #just gotta wait for the fluffy mushy pursual scenes that should come in the meantime bc w/o them my nerves might kill me 🙃 #or maybe lovelorn/yearning lyx visuals will get me through #LMAO either way cackling at my irritation w/ this devil business parting them in a drama about a girl conflicted about loving a devil god #and my weird faith that this show ends happy - for all I know lss ends up killing ttj for real & I'll live the rest of my life hollow?? #like he loves her till his last breath thinking it was really unrequited & she lives on in guilt/grief for the greater good till her time? #or he regresses and rages against her denial and ends up destroying the immortal sects and they lose each other? #I don't see it but #how fucked up would that be?? #omg what if he sacrifices himself protecting the immortal realm bc he's learned to love the world as she does 😭 like a bittersweet ending #okay I'm rambling and stressing myself out more - bottom line: ttj might have some growth and maybe lss too #ranting #edit: the way I was correct and incorrect in the worst ways