#just plainly came across as: look at this dumb tizzy ass child. getting it WRONG. because he's STUPID an WEIRD

[autism-corner]

cant believe that the delusions i had at 16-18 y/o were just autism again.

#i used to have full on delusions that every single thing around me was fake. 100% simulation style. #very bad. #but i now think a root cause of that is the lack of theory of mind autistics often have #which means i cant really understand that other think the way i do. its hard to believe that. #that looking back can be very much a huge factor in starting my delusions. #ofc there were other reasons that i got delusionol but. #ive connected the dots #man i really like cognitive science this shit is awesome. #sillyposting #i was gonna make a post saying 'why am i in a class about autism im already a pro at this' but WHOMPWHOMP apparently not lol #the autism was not really the main topic but it is a little part of it. bc were so special and cool. #were talking about the mary-ann game or whatever its called. #and the narrator just goes 'xxxx should have said so-and-so' which. #just plainly came across as: look at this dumb tizzy ass child. getting it WRONG. because he's STUPID an WEIRD #but maybe thats just me projecting lol #anyway in other good autisn news: the 15 y/o coworker who is an absolute sweetheart is autistic!! YIPPEE #its so nice to see...... i feel like i have a lil sibling under my wing bc im the one that trained her <33 #ok! =w=b