#kinda wanted more closure on what happened with jeb and his wife cause girlie was *that* close to leaving him

[wavygrayvy]

Just finished Under the Banner of Heaven and I gotta say a) watching the lady 3 episodes in one day was emotionally way too much and probably a mistake. b) this is gonna live in my head for a long while and *not* in a fun blorbo way and c) I never want to hear my dad make fun of my taste in media again because there was nothing cute, childish, or comedic about this one.

Oh and bonus thought: very glad they let Jeb say fuck. Poor guy deserved it.

#okay tag thoughts have spoilers so #beware on that front #kinda wanted more closure on what happened with jeb and his wife cause girlie was *that* close to leaving him #so is it just supposed to implied that he faked his faith for years so his wife didn’t leave him and take the kids? #cause i know he tells his mom being with her is miracle enough which goes back to what Allen said about #putting faith in the people you love #and there was also bill’s point of you can still recite the old familiar things even when you don’t believe in them anymore for comfort #but that just doesn’t seem practical on the scale jeb would have to do it to #keep becca satisfied and like not get excommunicated? #cause if he wanted to even be allowed #in the church he’d have to play down the realities of the case? #basically this all goes to say is i would’ve liked more closure and post arrest content #because i wanna know what happened #and i could look up the details of the real #case but that’s not the same #gray makes waves #under the banner of heaven