#kyle.vent

[princemick]

#kyle.vent #new tag wow #anyway #uh tw eating disorders #ed tw #all that #okay #cool #like I knew i have been losing weight like i can see n feel that I'm not dumb I'm noticing that im beraly eating n shit n im getting weaker #I know that n it sucks I'm trying to beat it but I'm just not hungry n when i do get food i can never finish it and it sucks ass #but i just weighed myself bc my body dysphoria/morphia combo can still fuck w my brain and i lost like 2 kilos #which isnt a lot but I'm not actively trying n this is the first time in like 6 years I've gone below my goal weight #n like that kinda freaks me out bc thats like 'the goal weight' that I always needed to get to it moved over the years since i was a kid #but i remember that being like the eventual weight that was the minimum for me to be healthy w my height n all that #n this is the first time I'm below it since i first hit it which is like 5 years ago #n its lit 0.7 kilo below but still #kinda freaking out n annoyed abt that #so peace n love lads all fun very good ha ah aha hahahah 😘✌️ #I'm fine btw #just needed to write it out its been stuck in my head n all that