#last dose is wearing off. feels Bad. i'm at work. aaaauuuh

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they did nawt give me enough nausea medication perhaps by a longshot

#last dose is wearing off. feels Bad. i'm at work. aaaauuuh #emeto mention #also feeling really normal about how this is going to affect my already very low weight #i was trying so fucking hard dude. #last i checked i was at 89. gonna check tomorrow at bf's bc my scale is broken #FOR REFERENCE i am 5'0. but that is still bad. #once upon a got damn time i was 96 lbs. haven't broken 90 in a solid year #anorexia #ig #bmi has been proven to be unreliable enough to where i hope tomorrow's doctor is gonna hear me out but also #that has a lot to do with the upper end of the scale as opposed to the lower end that i am in #at BEST my bmi is 17.4 and i really doubt i haven't lost weight bc. i have eyes and it feels like it. #hello doctor i do not have a psychiatric condition i have a low appetite quick satiety and now i can't eat. Help lol #very very very frustrating. #would be really nice if this is part of a treatable gi issue honestly like at this point i hope it's something diagnosable #i am very tired and feeling very sick #at this point i think i can tell the doc i have been trying to gain weight. for months. and i literally can't #anyways im getting the same exact nausea med from an undisclosed source tomorrow to get me thru til i can get that refilled #hopefully will be able to get that at the docs tomorrow