#last thing im posting before going to sleeeep

[blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds]

I...I can't be normal about this, I'm so sorry.

(Source - the lovely kimmlynnn)

#sleep token #help?! #tw flashing lights #vessel iv #iv #I've listened to this like ten times and just can't be normal about it my brain is scattered to the win #last thing im posting before going to sleeeep

[toytulini]

Hey.....where is......my Energee

#toy txt post #i just drank. a coffee and i have gotten The Sleeps so like #i need to do like at least 2 things #but also dad is trying to do framing for my fish tank lid so it stops like... bowing under its own weight lmao #which is good!! it needs it!! #but its going to cause problems and he plans to take the lid off for like a full 24hrs so he can Attach it and like #@fish Stay the fuck in the tank #i am so much fesr #Boiúna i stg it is Essential that u keep ur tiny noodle ass in that tank bc i know u have ur little lungs n shit but #if u come out u will freeze so fast into a little fishscicle and then i will be sad so uhhh stay the fuck in the tank #also i should do water change today. i should focus on that. and then do other tank things if i can. instead of #tying the tasks together in my brain and making them big scary daunting things #and also my friend @miraviglioso is a god damn blessing helping me look at college shit last night at like midnight #before i had to sleeeep cos i could barely keep eyes open but yeah i should also like #follow thru on that today. pester mother. pls Help me w the college things mother? weeps #lmao i honestly feel a little sick at the idea of taking even 1 class but i know i need to just fuckin push thru that eventually!!! #day 1 of class like hello my name is toy and i will probably cry but i do want to learn i promise im just. yeah #ughghtgg #beats anxiety with a bat fuck off!!!! #is it even what ifs. i think i went thru all the what ifs. its just dread. and haunting by high school #plssss be a good teacher? #in high school when i was taking bio it was actually my favorite class at the time? #but i know a lot of that was how excited and passionate the teacher was #plus some friends in the class??