#like example question: can I scrape a spoon hard enough in a cup of tea that the metal on the spoon will flake off

[huntersapprentice]

I know I don't really owe anyone an explanation as to why I haven't been posting my own stuff recently, but my mental health has been really bad lately, I've barely had motivation to make big stuff, or even anything I feel fit for posting

dealing with both end of semester stress and endless barrages of constantly questioning the safety of the world around me just kinda takes the energy out of me to devote to drawing

#hunter when he says anything #vent #I haven't been able to do anything lately without questioning the chances of it getting me sick or hurting me #and I feel stupid for having these questions in the first place #I feel like I can't be taken seriously about it and it just makes go into a bit of a spiral #I'm sorry I've been more open about this than lately but I just felt the need to explain myself #like example question: can I scrape a spoon hard enough in a cup of tea that the metal on the spoon will flake off #then it gets into the tea and I get. fucking I don't know metal poisoning???