#like i give laszlo my same always unsatisfied kinda feeling where i need to go out in a blaze of glory or not at all and like the need to

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i think every girl should have at least one oc to project onto and make their story a cautionary tale for themself by exaggerating their own traits to the point of total destruction while learning nothing.. like here have this lesson i need but have no intention of learning. and it’s gonna ruin your life. lol

#writing #oc tag #ziggy speaks #guess it’s vagueposting about laszlo hours…he is so… #idk does this make sense #like i give laszlo my same always unsatisfied kinda feeling where i need to go out in a blaze of glory or not at all and like the need to #live our life like it’s a story or whatever #and he has that in the way of always having to be remembered and being afraid of having no affect on the world and just dying one day and #having done nothing. which means his expectations r never met and whatever #so it ends up with him realizing that it doesn’t matter that he’ll never be a constellation of his own and it’s enough to have had a #temporary impact on the world but a lasting one on the people he loves.. and that it’s more valuable to be seen for himself than being some #impersonal tragic hero #but yeah i write all that and make it fuck him up severely and i’m just like. yeah looks fun for u 😝😝 cant relate #sorry for long tags i like talking