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#like i know this isnt normal and i need treatment for my anxeity and vomiting but i cant get it without help
satansappendix
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11 months
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I'm frustrated by my mom
#she doesnt seem to understand my concern that the random vomiting im expericing is esophogus cancer
#i mean my dad literally just died from it a few months ago
#even when i bring up that this morning i woke up needing to vomit and when i ran to the toilet i literally couldnt
#i was doing all the motions of throwing up except having things actaully really exit my stomach
#a little bit did at the very begining then stopped
#and now i have a tight pain in my chest right arounf where my stomach would be but nah thtas just acid reflux
#thats all the classic symptoms according to my mom
#which its not????!
#like that doesnt make anysense to bereflux
#the unexplained vomiting did but this fucking doesnt
#and now im so stressed im gonna fucking die from a stupid cancer and i dont feel like i can tell her about it cause shell just think im craz
#the same way she thought that when i was so stressed that lageos got hurt after he fell out of a second story window
#but nah he was fine you are overreacting
#i just cant tell her anything okay
#im so stressed about everything and all and my stupid anxiety is making it fucking impossible to seek treatment
#like i know this isnt normal and i need treatment for my anxeity and vomiting but i cant get it without help
#like i cant function i need help making the stupid calls to the gatroenertoligst
#I just cant do this
#and i know im probably insane and that its actually some simple thing
#but also im so stressed about it and i cant do anything but sit here and have nothing happen or change
#you know its funny to be so scared of dieing and also be fucking suicidal
#like i dont see anything in my future and it all seems so bleak and like ill be stuck forever
#but also thinking about if im gonna die from cancer or something is so terrifying
#im in a bad place lol and it doesnt matter
#it all feels hopeless and terrifying and i dont want to be a burden
#and it feels like everyone hates me and know thats not true but i cant help it
#and i want everyone to hate me so i can just sleep and noone will fucking care i can just be done and noone would notice
#i dont know im just here i guess
#im not well
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