#like ik i was shitty as fuck. but like. i was 18-20 & freshly out of a shitty situation. idk if 3 yrs is gonna fix my bullshit.

[wetpapert0wel]

@ my ex ay yo get ur shit off my calendar lmao

#/j lol #idek if he knows my current url. but if he does: boy shoo. scram. skedaddle. i'm done w/ u. i been done w/ u. #last i checked his friends were dinks who said they wouldnt care if i died. 🥴 (that was 3 yrs ago or smth @ this point but still.) #like ik i was shitty as fuck. but like. i was 18-20 & freshly out of a shitty situation. idk if 3 yrs is gonna fix my bullshit. #yeah i can only imagine how horrifically exhausting i was to be around. but like. lbr. what did u expect. #did u honestly expect me to be perfect & normal as soon as we moved out #ur trauma might have made u soft (which is fine). but mine made me callous and mean. that's just a fact. #i'm not shit talkin his decisions; he had to do what was best for him. and i respect that. #i'm mostly miffed @ his friends LOL #his friends wre basically like: ''once an abuser always an abuser. no exceptions. only fictional abusers are ok.'' like. hello. what. #idgaf if im misinterpreting what they said lmao. they still said. verbatim. ''i wouldn't care if you lived or died.'' #the Eldest of his friends said that as well. (i think they were 25 or 27??) #is a scared and injured dog not worthy of life? hello? and what is the difference between a man and a dog? #i've said it before & i'll say it again: i just needed more time to get better. but he didn't have to give me that time. and that's fine. #i didn't have enough time to grow out of my shit. nor did i have the best resources. it took my mom like 5-6 yrs to get better. #but she still fucks up sometimes. and she's still unintentionally mean. and she's in her 50s #gave me a wake-up call like no other tho i'll tell u what lmao #orignaletti