#like im 99% certain these things on the priv story are not for me so now im at the point of begging to be removed from it to myself due to

[cherrydott]

Napping ain't the best coping mechanism but it certainly ain't the worst! Zzzz bitch, I just washed all my blankets w scent boosters

#i still hafta do my taxes #and a thing for work #and uncomfortable with the feeling of having been over someone and then events happening that tell you otherwise #like im 99% certain these things on the priv story are not for me so now im at the point of begging to be removed from it to myself due to #getting my hopes up so so much #maan idk #i slept for 6 hours after work to avoid thinking about it #like wowie cool i still care about this person whether i want to or not and am thus terrified of ever shooting my shot again bc i #dont want to seem like a fuckin creep. being demiromantic fucking sucks ass #but yeah may still nap again but ive got a plan to do some somewhat productive bs first #vent #on the demi thing im not homophobic duh its personal experience #by the time i get feelings for someone we're already Besties and the thought of otherwise is so unattainable somehow