Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
The Tumblr app for Google Glass was released on May 16, 2013.
#like maybe im weird for thinking abt a long term relationship and marriage at 18 but ....
lovecrazedpup
·
3 months
Text
i dont want to sleep
#im like a toddler LMAO throwing things around my room bc im so fucking angry and upset
#(im throwing a plushie into my bed but still)
#i genuinely think i want to breakup like idk this isnt even a joke or looking for reassurance anymore
#like maybe im weird for thinking abt a long term relationship and marriage at 18 but ....
#we arent ? very compatible ? long term ?
#its unfair to him if i keep this going considering hes a bit older than me yk
#nvm im writing this out and im crying maybe i DONT want to break up
#im tired of overthinking and obsessing over everything . im tired of seeing him as better than me and perfect . i want to be equals
#i just want to be normal and to be in a normal relationship where we do normal things
#i just want support i want love i want literally ANYONE to tell me that im ok and that im loveable
#i hate our stupid time difference and his stupid job i wish i was like this earlier on in the day it is AWFUL being alone
#my head hurts and my throat hurts and i hurt
#i want to scream and cut and stab someone
#i fucking hate her
#so much
#shes a fucking bitch i wish i could kill her . like genuinely . i want to pull out her teeth lmao if she didnt exist id be happier
#GOD i want to stop comparing myself to her and thinking abt them together but ill always be a second experience and its depressing
#'youll be my first for anal' yeah great bc thats exactly what i want to fucking hear
#not doing much to stop the 'you only want me for sex' thoughts but YEP GREAT THANKS
#me : pouring my heart out and trying to say what im thinking !! him : haha yeah sex ! oh also have some inspirational quotes
#god just kill me . get me out . i dont want to be here . i dont want to think abt him. i dont want to talk abt him .
#i wish we never fucking met ! i wish i never picked up that stupid game
#i dont want to lose you though
#i hate how attached to him i am . why did you start talking to me again .
#shouldve fucking forgotten me while youre fucking your friends and getting high up north island
#cant say shit to him though bc itll be the end and ill probably kill myself bc i unfortunately live for him
#its over when we meet anyways lol so i got ? 2 months ? 3 months ? of happiness before its gone
#i think im gonna do smth bad but i doubt he would care at all . would probably be happy if i die or ghost him .
#gives him an excuse to talk to his friends again lol . its so over for me
#jamie.txt
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
lsdek-k
Goremz
senseioftheseidiots
MasterWu
starfirebird
I Don't Know What I'm Doing
project-v-for-void
My Pain, Your Pain As Well
piercign