#like yk… is safe and not filled with bugs and also with roommates who will be careful about covid and also quiet and smoke free. and i don’t

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was not expecting to go apartment hunting until like later this year but i think i may actually have to move out in the next month or two besties. my stomach is in knots

#purrs #my interview for The Job is on tuesday and if i get it then i will have to work on campus multiple days a week and possibly every day and th #there is no way my mom is gonna let me do that LOL so uhm. i need a place to live thats like 5-10 mins walking distance from campus and also #like yk… is safe and not filled with bugs and also with roommates who will be careful about covid and also quiet and smoke free. and i don’t #think iI can like post in classifieds bc it seems like only students do that and god willing in a couple more weeks i will be even more not #a student. but like this is isnane aand my options are limited bc i can’t drive and i am so nervous. im going to pass out. also ihave to #start making a budget bc i have a rough estimate of how much i would make now but absolutely no concept as to whether it’s good or #affordable. and i need to finish reading the drivers manual so i can get my fucking permit already and start racking up the 60 hours. this #is so insane bc im still exhausted and depleted from school but now i have a fire lit under my ass and like time is literally actually #ticking for me to get out of here bc my family not wanting me to go in is not gonna fly bc i will literally be contractually required to LOL #this is so scary i am so scared. this is INSANE i am so insane!!!!!!!!! #i started making a spr*adsheet of places to possibly live and (tmi but) g*t the sh*ts from anxiety LOL. like i am a mess about this. help <3