#like. GOD i am so stressed fisgrjsjhdjshrjehrjebrhwjr i am so fucking stressed..... maybe im not an angst person after all

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in other news: I DONT THINK TORTURE FICS ARE RIGHT FOR ME.......... SHRIEGRJHWHDJSHD

#like. GOD i am so stressed fisgrjsjhdjshrjehrjebrhwjr i am so fucking stressed..... maybe im not an angst person after all #not that i ever thought i was an Angst PersonTM but yanno. this sure does cement it #last night i was Plagued By The Horrors (2 month long wait for a 4th opinion from a specialist. yes thats right. not 2nd opinion. 4th) again #and i reread the FLUFFIEST smutfic ever :3 i love that one so much it is SO heartwarming tbh it might be my fave smutfic maybe ngl #and it distracted me from The Horrors!!!! it made me so happy and i didnt start obsessively rehearsing the upcoming doctors apptmt lol T_T #and now im reading a torture fic........ which is on the brightside VERY good at distracting me. it has consumed my fucking brain #BUT AT WHAT COST #the cost of laundry i guess? JRHSJKRHSJRJSHJD i am stress sweating and it doesnt smell great ngl T_T jsgsjdhhsudhsyejjaud #mine