#like. everytime this happens i just rly wish that i could be attracted to men

[menalez]

oh yayyy ppl r reposting a doc of stuff i said when i was 15-16 with me pretending to have been happy w being abused & coerced while openly suicidal and suffering. & ofc saying its an indication of my sexuality again <3

#i honestly would much rather be bisexual than have 2 deal with ppl telling me that i mustve enjoyed my trauma bc of how i was depicting #it online as it was ongoing #like. everytime this happens i just rly wish that i could be attracted to men #i wish they were right. bc then they’d leave me alone n it wouldn’t be so triggering to see #the trauma i faced being depicted as proof of me being into men.