#literally nobody cares I'm sorry but i needed to rant into the void today

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#so the guy who screwed me over a few months ago turned up to the work Christmas party with his new whoever #someone tall and blonde and skinny called Alyssa #but here's the thing the entire night i completely ignored him and instead had an awesome time singing Queen with my other colleagues #and going to different bars and shit #and suddenly the entire thing is easier to bear because it's clearer than ever to me that he's actually kind of a dick #helps having several negative accounts from others who've dated him recently #now i just feel stupid that i allowed myself to be vulnerable with him #and gave him the power to hurt me #you live and you learn #also PS i looked fucking hot at the party #which no one will ever hear me admit out loud but #it meant there was a certain satisfaction in not paying him any attention whatsoever #personal #literally nobody cares I'm sorry but i needed to rant into the void today