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henry wanted me to tell you (my 893 followers) that he opened tumblr today and he thought that they were going to shut the whole damn thing down

this made him a little sad and then he thought, "wait until lu finds out abt this!"

and then he realized that it was just tumblr live, which was okay

he wanted me to tell you (my 893 followers) this bc he thought you (my 893 followers) would get a laugh out of it

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i can't watch scrubs any more bc the third season episodes are so disjoint and worse in their crude 2000s humor that henry said he doesn't want to watch it w me

i usually finish things, no matter how awful they get just bc, but i'd rather find smth we can watch together

does anyone have any recommendations for tv that's not currently airing? stuff that had big cultural impact when it was airing but that people only remember sometimes now?

already done house, grey's, the office, dw, mr. robot, breaking bad, skins uk, etc. etc. etc.

and i don't want to watch friends or how i met your mother or anything like that.

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i have had to work full time or near full time for a considerable percentage of my youth to be able to afford living expenses and school and now have a very long resume and a lot of skills

i have been a library assistant, a mobile device technician, a thai ice cream roller, a receptionist, an event planner, a barista, a line cook, a butcher, restaurant front of house, a hotel night auditor, a web designer and webmaster, a bartender, a restaurant and bar manager, a graphic designer, a social media manager, a copywriter, and a civil servant

and that doesn’t even count the two degrees i have in archaeology and linguistics

i always give everything my best effort and go above and beyond at every job i work at and learn everything very fast, but the thing about getting hired with a long resume is only the least organized, poorly managed employers will hire me

and so i always end up in some job where i am burnt out and mistreated because nowhere reasonable will hire me in spite of the fact that i am very qualified

i have no work/life balance and am unable to wholeheartedly enjoy even my time outside of work

i am convinced that i don’t actually have a future and am horribly depressed

i don’t mean to be pessimistic, if anyone has any words of wisdom, i’d be very appreciative

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i love egg nog

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thanks @2percentsugar for tagging me!

five songs picked from my repeat playlist:

mother nature's bitch — okay kaya

this must be the place (naive melody) — talking heads

benefits of lying (with your friend) — the apples in stereo

my stove's on fire — robert lester folsom

jubilation — norma tanega

i think i'm gna tag @henboar, @sjowgren, @ihateradiohead, @candiedspit, @beneaththebrightgleam, @murder-mama, @thegod-queen, and whoever else wants to do it. just say i tagged you.

#tunes #lucien.pdf

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grocery jopping.

is that anything?

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tbh been so busy i forgot abt tumblr at all but life update: i downgraded my government job to part time and picked up a gig working back of house at the restaurant and bar my fiance works at and it turned out that

the management has mad connections to really big names in food and beverage (like people on food network, michelin star people)

the back of house was a mess bc the management is only bar people and they don't know much abt running a kitchen, so all the food is mediocre at best and the food safety is not necessarily correct

my fiance and i know how to run a kitchen and have now been tasked w fixing the place

so i did some menu development and pitched some items yesterday and now i'm the executive chef at this place (my fiance is the kitchen manager, also yeah he's my fiance now)

and the schedule is so flexible i can still do archaeology rotations sometimes

very excited abt this stage in my life

#lucien.pdf #i'm like the guy from the bear

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#lucien.pdf #mouseposting

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rewatching skins uk as an adult (after watching it at tender age 16) and it is driving me insane

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my boyfriend told me to tell my "blog followers" that i was kissing his shoulder to the rhythm of the synth and drum tracks of new order's blue monday, so here i am telling you!

i hope you have a nice day or night, if it is nighttime in your time zone. it's nighttime in our time zone.

goodbye! :)

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i am gay for my boyfriend he makes me so happy i wanna marry him

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i made a quiche w a thyme shortcrust, prosciutto, mushrooms, spinach, garlic, and onions and it's so tasty.

first quiche i have made in such a long time.

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thinking abt how i’m not only trans bc it’s what feels right, but i’m also trans bc it’s a direct act of defiance against european colonialism

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how you know i’m an edgy unlikable girl novel protagonist: i just took uti pills w a full bottle of soju that i downed in one go and then took an edible also it’s 12:13 am on a wednesday

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i am steps away from becoming a person who smokes cigs bc it looks cool

#lucien.pdf #i would never do it #but i am very nearby

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i did not sleep but i did run into a friend

#lucien.pdf #это я