#made cookies + benzene coasters for him😋

[s1lver-soul]

college has been a crazy wild life-changing experience

#like don’t get me wrong i HATED highschool bar a few people #maha teehee :3 #but college… so strange #worst experiences of my life but also it’s been fun #changed my outlook on a lot of things #i have changed. so so much #college has genuinely sucked the life out of me #2 years… so long yet so short #i feel in year 12 you either had a group of people you hung out with or you just had a lot of separate friends #i was definitely part of the latter #year 13 has been so… lonely #entirely my fault though i only hang out with one person at lunch because we’re in two of the same classes #these two years have felt like a fever dream #existing is weird. don’t feel real a lot of the time #it’s weird having people perceive you because they’d mention how i’m like and i’d be like ??? that is not what i am like. am i like that???? #definitely felt like i was just observing everyone and feeling so… alienated #oh man im going to miss my chem teacher… he’s the best #made cookies + benzene coasters for him😋 #missing my first maths teacher why did she have to leave sob sniff cry #i feel like university will be the same. very lonely #i am just. tired