#i am just. tired

[scatterbrainedart]

The biggest struggle with ADHD for me is how much time everything takes. A good example of that is schoolwork and writing. I'm a writer, a write a lot. I like it, I'm good at it. Yet, my 500 words long text took me a full weekend to write which included me staying up late pretty much every day to write. I've also been writing the same book for four years now (albeit I did start over after 50000 or so words).

Last book I read was Frankenstein. Loved it, but it took me over a year to finish. Today, my only goal was to finish writing my notes for this one assigment. I wrote four sentences in about 6 hours (after another 4 hours of procastinating). Drawing also takes me a very long time compared to others. And is very much not supported by my short attention span and lackluster motivation.

The fact that it hasn't always been this bad is the worst part, I think. I like school and studying, I like learning things, but things are always too slow or too fast for me. I'm glad I'm a fast learner and can compensate for my attention span and godawful working memory with those streghts I have. But it is not efficiant and it will not work forever, and I'm like 99% certain it's the reason I get so quickly overworked and burnt out.

The second worst part is when people overlook this and think I should be able to handle it just because I'm "old enough to take responsibility" of these sort of things now. Which, yeah, I guess. But I'm also a full-time student who is doing her darndest to balance school, friends, student associations, hobbies and every other responsibility, obligation and commitment that may be thrown her way. Which, realistically, I would be able to handle on their own. Seperatly. Aaaghh. Anyway.

It shouldn't be unreasonable to ask for a bit more time to manage it all. Dropping the ball doesn't mean I'm not trying hard enough. If I could choose between it being easy and it being hard, wouldn't I choose for it to be easy?? Like,, cmon

#vent post #i suppose #I am just. tired #scatterbrained rambles #adhd #adhd inattentive #adhd problems #actually adhd #neurodiversity #add #adhd student

[bistephs]

people really love to characterize cass as just Girl Who Punches Real Good at the expense of her empathy and compassion, don’t they. “if cass disagreed with/didn’t like someone she would just beat the shit out of them :)” because cass’s first response is always violence, right. cass has never tried to redeem criminals and murderers

cass could never forgive someone who had killed in the past, much less work beside them or befriend them

cass has never given people second or third or fourth chances or bitterly argued for their humanity or risked her life to the point of actually dying for people who have tried to kill her

cass just loves hitting people and is incapable of solving problems any other way! she always resorts immediately to violence and never tries to reason or empathize with people first! reducing her to a one-dimensional stereotype who beats up everyone she doesn’t like and has no other personality traits is a Good Thing, actually! #strongwomen!

#i am just. tired #if your foremost character trait for cass is 'good fighter' and not 'endlessly recklessly unrepentantly compassionate towards other people' #it ain't cass sorry #dc #cassandra cain #txt

[gojosbf]

will post about today's episode tomorrow sorry

#i am just. tired #also the asks

[lady-tortilla-chip]

I reallyyyyy wish more fics would actually treat Miles like he wasn’t fucking stupid.

#I am just. tired #I know he’s young but holy shit #ATSV #miles morales

[spencecreates]

My identity has always been wrapped up in writing. And I've been doing it a lot less and now I don't know who exactly I'm supposed to be

#spence nonsense #i am just. tired #june always puts me in a fucking crisis #and my birthday is in two days #so what's the big idea

[eucharistcunningham]

so glad that eucharist is an oc and that there is not an insane fandom out there who sent the actress death threats bc she liked a ship she was part of that was close to being canon. sure glad that never happened huh

#that was absolutely batshit i hate the fandom so much #like sorry ur gay little ship isnt gonna happen and sorry that he Almost got w a girl but what is ur fucking problem jesus #ooc. #negative cw #like. do i think the gay little ship would b fun. absolutely #but the actors have literally said that if my girlie didn't die they probably would've gotten together #that he had a crush on her #idk just like #come out of ur little dream bubble and remember that these r human beings and ur shitty for the way you treat them #god im not in a good mood tonight huh #i am just. tired #i am very tired of. the way people treat each other. the way people criticize each other #and like its unrealistic to just ask that people just be nice and kind to each other and i think thats so sad!!!! #like why are people mean all the time i simply do not #understand why u would choose to be mean and rude and threatening to strangers

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

gonna change my username. back to ineffable-gallimaufry. does anyone remember those days?

#i am just. tired #the fandubs are icking me out right now #in my mind #bleh #so i gotta not do that

[ongreenergrasses]

what a shitty day

#absolute nightmare fuel. just completely checked out and I am ready to sleep bc wtf else is left with this shit #i am just. tired #.txt

[poorlittlevampire]

i also. clearly have not learned ever from any of the extremely similar situations i’ve been in before. but god i do not know how to set and keep boundaries lmao

#its such a problem for real tho bc i am an extreme pushover and doormat #and am very polite and kind to people who are not polite or kind to me #and then when it gets too much i snap at them and then im the bitch!!! #and everything is messy and bad when realistically i shouldve said hey leave me alone months ago #i am just. tired #actually i might be talking myself intk deletinf twt and discord bow #its not reflected in these tags at all but in my mind im like #thinking it thru. maybe its time to delete #bc i havent snapped yet #but i could just avoid ir by lke. deletinf #i hate social media i wish i never joined any of it in the firsr place god DAMN

[pointsfortrying]

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#rye rants #vent #when its late and you're tired and want to sleep #but ye got yourself upsetti over internet culture n attitude towards n.sf.w #crap like. #wow i sure love being someone who is VERY. uncomfortable with that kind of stuff #just. #gh. #seeing adults openly talk/joke ab around/with minors #minors talkin ab it with other kids like. #yeah ik kids irl joke about shit but imo KINDA DIFFERENT ONLINE... #recently joined discord that is pretty much all 20+ besides me but the owner is ace/against as well #and like #Haha wym this kind of enviroment Is possible #i get to talk about blorbos and just. chat with people? without randomly being yeeted into bad vibes?bc of some inappropriate joke/comment? #head in hands #its like i get it. i do #i am just. tired #also this isnt a callout to anything in specific but this rly is just. how it is gjskg #oh? you're uncomfortable with n.sf.w shit? on the /Internet/? #talking to a brick god damn wall and i damn well know it gjskgk #just egh #gjskg need to fix my sleep schedule head in hands getting yeeted into bad vibes more easily if not #tbd. #I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE IT VERY CLEAR IDGAF WHAT YOU DO #I JUST WISH PEOPLE TAGGED CRAP. #SOME KINDA WARNING YKNOW. #and also that adults n other minors didn't openly talk ab stuff in front of kids but we cant have everything can we

[hauntoblogical]

I have seen three different "how much of this site is queer" polls this evening poking fun at staff's 1/4 assertion and not a single indication any of them understand statistics. One someone even replied "This might have some sampling bias" what do you mean might what do you mean SOME

#ghostbloggings #like cmon #queer people who make a lot of queer posts including polls like this... #are predominantly followed by queer people. #and queer people are much more likely to reblog said polls for their queer audience #as sampling biases go? #'99% of responders are x degrees of follower separation from the OP' #is really really clear-cut #oops i was not expecting this to get notes. to be clear I am voting in these polls #they can be fun just... tired of people acting like they Mean Anything

[mumblesplash]

in honor of last season’s poem being called “”end poem”” (all quotes mandatory) this season i made one out of pieces of the actual end poem

#letting me just download the minecraft font? for free? a mistake #if you or a loved one have been suffering from RED TEXT you may be entitled to compensation #my art #god at this point i really do need a writing tag don’t i #<- will continue not addressing this #secret life #goodtimeswithscar #grian #secret life spoilers #sorry tumblr user livvi3love for not making one with all the deaths again #if you (or anyone) did want to illustrate this one as well you’re more than welcome to but i am not expecting anything #i can do an explainer thing again like i did last time but that is for tomorrow #right now i am just. very tired #but for now i will confirm yes the colors Matter #i literally made this on accident against my will #i was trying to DRAW

[theswedishpajas]

Just take it from me.

#my art stuff #super mario #Luigi #Wario #Mario #Waluigi #I don’t think I’ve ever drawn wario before #and I am scared at how well he turned out. #take the L #take the W #take the M #take the ??? #meme #doodle #sketch #I absolutely love the expressions they’re making #luigi looks so tired #Wario is just proud of you #Mario doesn’t get what’s happening but acts like he made the trend #waluigi just wants to feel included but has no idea what the fuck is going on #no thoughts head empty only WAH #edit: #A friend informed me the upside down L is a real letter and is pronounced like R #and I can’t help but imagine He thinks he’s being smoothe and doing one of those sleezy purr growl things and thinking he’s being flirty #it makes the wink so much worse #I love Waluigi but god he’s so lame (affectionate) #edit 2.0: #it is pronounced like G #idk where I got R from #’’grrr“ is even worse for waluigi

[wearenotjustnumbers2]

Hello, a little rant here. I don't know whether people are becoming insensitive or I'm just taking things very seriously these times, but I beg of you, when I post about an update on the situation in Gaza, or about a lost life or any piece of news that is most likely horrifying and heartbreaking, do not repost or reblog with "yikes" or "real bullshit" or whatever goes in the same line. It just makes it seem so trivial when in fact it's world-shattering. Not to mention the horrible edits I see on Instagram/tiktok.

I literally came across an "Instagram reel" of my friend's UNCLE (who lost three of his kids, and was saying his goodbyes while they were in body bags), it was edited into a reel, with the effects and changing colors and the trending sound of the song "daylight by David kushner". I was speechless.

I know people show their solidarity differently, I know this. Especially through music, I've literally been listening to Samer songs as well as "Telk Qadieah", etc. But the edit I saw was way too much. I don't know how to explain it, because I've seen many reels of Palestinians in Gaza grieving and I thought it's important to share them but this one is different. It was like the edits you'd make for characters from a TV show or movie that died or had a sad storyline.

I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting but I genuinely feel like I'm going crazy. With everything going on and how it seems like some people are living in a parallel world rn.

I hope I don't get misunderstood, I'm not talking about the general clips with sometimes sad songs on them, I'm talking about certain edits the people started to make that are so weird and insensitive. Like the people they're editing aren't real, like they're some entertainment material.

#I'm not good with words honestly i just am tired #i might even delete this later bc i never share personal stuff here but still #text post #gaza #palestine

[jackklinemybeloved]

[…]

Percy’s warning to fellow half-bloods in the audience, across different mediums.

The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan (2005) The Lighting Thief: The Percy Jackson Musical (2017) Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series Teaser (2023)

#I have been thinking about making this for SO long #but this semester sucked #anyway I love it when adaptations play to their strengths and make changes to fit the medium #and these little differences tingle my brain a little bit #I didn’t want to check if the movies had something similar because I am Tired and the show and movie version would be pretty similar #anyway #the musical line always gets me #‘better get headed to the exits now’ is such a good adaptation of the ‘close this book idea’ #and I know I could’ve just done one of the excerpts from the book but I like both #and I didn’t want to have the paragraph in between to make it just like. a block of text. #percy jackson #pjo #pjo disney+ #pjo Disney #walker scobell #pjo show #percy jackon and the olympians #web weaving #riordanverse

[hughmanbean]

Blue Screen

Danny is the type of guy gal ghost to Commit To a Bit. This is very common knowledge

But he may have overdone it this time.

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Dan and Ellie had met the Red Hood, who seemed yucky. Ellie said this herself. Jason was not amused, and did not appreciate them following him around for the rest of the week.

After a bout of panic, Danny had finally tracked the tykes down. After seeing who they were with, he sighed. Of course those two would. Well he could play at that game.

Danny had popped in and pecked him on both sides of the helmet, leaving a casual lie before legging it.

"Hey hun, thanks for watching the kids. I'll take it from here."

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It's been a month now, and somehow he has two kids with a notorious crime boss and goes on nightly dates with him.

#dp x dc #dp x dc prompt #dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dcxdp #dc x dp #dead on main #de aged ellie #de aged dan #danielle phantom #dan phantom #jason todd #danny fenton #I am very tired today forgive my sloppiness. #Blue screen is referring to what Jason did after danny just appeared and kissed him #Though Ellie and Dan are gremlins their mama is also #Don't think he's innocent in this.