#idk just like

[mettywiththenotes]

Ngl I teared up at this part

And the leaves at the end reminding me of the reporter's small world speech 😭

#bnha #bnha 400 #bnha manga spoilers #bnha spoilers #idk just like #the fight won't affect them and yet the little boy hopes for all might to win #he doesn't even know who he is but he still wants him to come out of it alive #don't look at me it's just so sweet #mettys posts #metty posts

[smalllonelyegg]

skyrim really does show you a bunch of indigenous people who faced genocide and are like "that's why they're eeeeevil, now go on and kill them" instead of actually sympathizing with them huh.

Well at least there are definitely no real world implications to deal with *I say knowingly*

#Wow I can't even tell the writers are mostly white Americans #Idk I don't wanna be mean I genuinely like elder scrolls lore often? #But also just. It's often not just bad but deeply fucked up if you put any thought into it( #Like morrowind is like 'the empire deliberately tries to drain the wealth from morrowind and had laid claim to the lands most valuable shit #And then skyrim is like #Will u join the empire? (The colonizers who drain the wealth of their territories) #Or the stormcloaks (racists who worship the colonizer who conquered the everything and killed the everyone for the empire) #Hey wanna join this games equivalent of the fighters guild? (Who openly worship the guy who genocided the original people of skyrim) #Idk just like #If u wanna write a group like the forsworn consider the following: don't #Without presenting them as *not* savages who slaughter ppl indiscriminately they are always gonna be incredibly racist as a concept #Idk I'm just tired and mad

[hilsonisthecure]

My Roman Empire would be boys making a playlist when they get a crush or when they finally realize they’re in love. Playlists are not for girls only !!

#imagine your crush making a playlist cus they can’t stop thinking about you #idk just like #men can be so soft and they deserve love too #Maybe they have a sad playlist because she broke his heart or a playlist after they realize she might have been the one but it’s too late. #or a playlist for songs that remind him of her #or one for

[wtfcl0ud]

just bc smth doesnt include ur n others like u xp doesnt make it invalid n necessary of being done away with? smth can be created to express tht xp without then invalidating those who xp the original thing. the world is large many things can co exist w/o threatening the existence of another?

#idk just like #how do u conclude #well this thing doesnt reflect my xp n i feel left out so it shld no longer exist????? #cloud nonsense

[springtidesnowfall]

im so tired i want to play fire emblem . someone go back in time and stop my brother from ever picking up botw again

#marthposting #i want to play engage!! but no!! #idk just like #ive been helping him clean for most the day #and im working tmrw . and i know isound like a petulant child but i want to play the game i enjoy

[mxjackparker]

Where I want people to picture me working when I leave the house to sell sex:

#sexwork #sex work is work #idk just like #people always worry about me when I go to see clients #or imagine me having sex like instinctively #and I just think it would be funnier if they pictured it this way

[its-me-vixen]

It feels crazy how getting better mentally has also pushed me into experiencing new depths of lows... I'm doing better overall now, but there was a while there spurred on by an irresponsible doctor prescribing me something that made every single issue I had worse and not responding to my calls where I experienced the deepest depression I've ever felt. All my issues were being exposed to the root, and I could either keep suffering or acknowledge them and put in the work to be better. I got the closest I've come to ending it, I have some new permanent scars.

But I've put a lot of hard work into myself. Those new depths helped me identify a lot of root issues that I'm working on every day. I'm practicing taking accountability, not just when I have an episode and I'm screaming and sobbing, but also when I do something small that could easily be brushed off. It's not simple, and it's taken years of trying different things, and I highly doubt I've found any permanent answers beyond just the simple fact that you NEED to try.

You need to think about the feelings of others around you, but also think of yourself. Sometimes what's best for one isn't the best for the other, but we have to make hard choices.

I see so many neurodivergent adults these days acting as if there's nothing they could ever do to be better. And they get in these echo chambers where you're told over and over again that you don't need to be better, everyone around you needs to get with your program. No one wants to challenge anything, no one encourages growth, or coping skills. God, it seems like every ND group these days keep parroting this idea that you are who you are, no matter how toxic or rude or cruel or callous, and there's nothing anyone could ever do to help you.

And I rejected help for a long time myself, as someone with a complicated mix of things going on in my head, but not everything is some big, life altering change. Sometimes it's just going against a compulsion one day when you have the energy to defy it, and then after that they compulsion has less power. I'm talking about my own experiences here, with daily tasks like sleeping on the "correct" side of the bed, or having to have my blanket turned the absolute correct way or I can't sleep at all.

I don't really know what my point here really was, but as someone with cPTSD, BPD, OCD, and ASD, I felt for so long like I couldn't be better. Like there was nothing I could ever do. But it turns out there are things I can do, little things, like distracting myself when intrusive thoughts come up instead of humoring them, or big things like putting the effort into finding a friend group that actually wants me around instead of just tolerating me.

There's always something you can do.

#mental health #bpd #ocd #cptsd #autism #asd #also like please let yourself grow up whatever that looks like for you #i have an apartment full of toys and watch cartoons and stuff but i also found a job i really love even if its just volunteer work #idk just like #if you only see negative there will never be anything positive to find

[1-800-i-ship-it]

Me trying to convey that we would be so good together to my future employer through my cover letters like I know you want to hire me so bad pls hiring manager (affectionate) like yeah actually let’s connect on LinkedIn I think we’re a good match !! Dates from 9-5, 5 days a week!! What a good deal!! If I could just have a nice paycheck and a side of employee benefits?? 401k match pretty please? Look at our email exchanges we have so much chemistry now you wouldn’t break my poor little heart would you!! Just so in love with your company’s vision and everything I just think it would be so sexy if we worked together <3

#if ur asking if I’m losing it #yeah I am #jkjk #bluris rambles #idk just like #literally they feel like love letters #me on the bachelorette but like with thousands of other applicants #who will pass the resume scanner today??? #who’s making it to the next round!! who’s going home!! who’s getting ghosted!! #like please I’m good employee material I promise #anyways #more like an internship and honestly if I can just manage to get one…doesn’t have to be paid at this rate #haha get it nice pun I’m hilarious #love me some free labor

[eucharistcunningham]

so glad that eucharist is an oc and that there is not an insane fandom out there who sent the actress death threats bc she liked a ship she was part of that was close to being canon. sure glad that never happened huh

#that was absolutely batshit i hate the fandom so much #like sorry ur gay little ship isnt gonna happen and sorry that he Almost got w a girl but what is ur fucking problem jesus #ooc. #negative cw #like. do i think the gay little ship would b fun. absolutely #but the actors have literally said that if my girlie didn't die they probably would've gotten together #that he had a crush on her #idk just like #come out of ur little dream bubble and remember that these r human beings and ur shitty for the way you treat them #god im not in a good mood tonight huh #i am just. tired #i am very tired of. the way people treat each other. the way people criticize each other #and like its unrealistic to just ask that people just be nice and kind to each other and i think thats so sad!!!! #like why are people mean all the time i simply do not #understand why u would choose to be mean and rude and threatening to strangers

[commanderhorncleaver]

I need you guys to give me motivation to work so here's the opening to the next story

I distinctly remember the night my sire told me this life would kill us all. He was drunk–shitfaced wasted, even–and not in the way one would expect for a newly minted two-time dragon slayer. He was alone, in the dark, surrounded by empty bottles of liquor, when everyone else in the band was partying with the rest of the Pact. He looked at me, bags enough to haul trail supplies under those uncanny iceberg eyes, and sighed, “This isn’t what I wanted for you, Auggie.”

Now, Kasmeer and Sigmund have put out the fires, and there is no doubting the fact that Gaius Horncleaver is dead. His body is splayed out like carrion, and his dagger–the number of oozing wounds makes it obvious he died fighting–is nowhere to be seen. His pale eyes are open, unseeing, one half-rolled back while the other gazes almost defiantly at the sky. The wound left behind by Balthazar’s blade gapes, exposing rent bone and flesh, and much of his fur and clothing is burned by the flames that had raged, filling the air with the awful scent of burned flesh and textile. 

“Commander…” Someone says, but my attention is focused on his body–I can’t quite marry the ragged corpse in front of me to the charr who just hours ago looked me in the eye and said he was proud of me for finding the one.

#horncleaver rambling #gw2 #gw2 fanfic #idk just like #poke me with thoughts about what's going on here?

[spidergvven]

also rubs me the wrong way to accuse the owl house specifically of being sanitized by the creators like its not sanitized you fucks its literally being censored by disney and was cancelled for having a bisexual main character

#idk just like #theres a huge difference in my mind between media that technically has lgbt characters but is made for a straight audience #and lgbt creators trying to tell their own original stories but being censored by their bosses

[paleode-ology]

in light of the massive snowstorm sweeping through the northern Midwest in the next week or so, I just wanted to remind people living in cold climates right now to make sure you’re prepared for unexpected stops or accidents while traveling!! My mom and I once picked up two teenage girls off the side of the road in the middle of December to drive them home because their car had slid off of the road and rolled and neither of them had coats on or any adequate gear at all to be able to stay safe at night while it was snowing. So just like. Keep a blanket in your car and wear (or at least bring!) your coat and hat and gloves in the car even if you’re going from one indoor place to another <3

#ode by ode #idk just like #to my followers <3 #pls stay safe u guys

[secretagentsagainstwhatever]

this. this is how i feel…i offer absolutely zero clarity to whether i mean like Charlie or the stool

#it’s always sunny in philadelphia #me #idk just like #slam me into a floor #also #charlie work #is such a good episode #source: iasip #not my gif #charlie day #charlie kelly #i love him #so how are you ? me: #am i funny yet

[coffeeflavored-tears]

to everyone liking my fob post i have better posts than that! i’m sorry! i have better posts please here take them please

#idk just like #that is the most notes i’ve gotten in a day ever #it’s around 150 now? and that’s not even a lot but like every time i see a notif i’m like “oh did someone like this post #that i spent 20 minutes researching flower symbolism for??” and no they didn’t like it #they liked my shit fob post that took 5 seconds to type out in the middle of us history class #idk just um. i’m better than that i swear i’m cool #my post

[sylvies-kablooie]

i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

#i often wonder about how many things would be considered classic or high art had they only received the marketing #how many short films that were made for class could have been the most powerful thing you'd ever seen? if you'd seen them? #“you know the greatest films of all time were never made” etc etc #but like. these works of art ARE being made. it's just enjoyed by a smaller audience with equal impact though #i think about this one furry i used to follow on insta who had the coolest worldbuilding ever. it's been years. #thought prompted by that sketch of nimona from ten years ago that was just for a character design #posted to the creator's tumblr and now it's nominated for best animated feature film at the oscars #and by the genuine emotional reaction a fan comic made me feel. how much work had gone into it. how beautiful it was to me. #idk what to tag this but i hope whoever needs to hear it does #writing #writer #fandom #fandom culture #artist

[stuckinapril]

I could get over anything as long as I have something new to be obsessed with

#without a silly book or show or comfort movie idk where I would be genuinely #like I’d rather just be entirely consumed rather than self aware today thanks