#made fun lf him for something they could mever understand

[donghuamuqing]

Absolutely devastating for will. Just in general

#my post #i tried three separate times to make this post have the emotion i wanted but i couldnt do it its too much #this is about s3 specifically and about no matter how quickly mike tried to apologize and lucas did apologize #they still made fun of him #made fun lf him for something they could mever understand #how will feels like time is running through him and how suddenly hes older but he doesnt feel like it #time is a rushing river that get faster and harsher and wills desperately trying to dam it up with twigs and sticks but they snap and break #and bend #and he just wants fo play with his friends #he wants to go back to being 10 11 12 when the world wasnt trying to hurt him and hes dressing up in a silly gown that his mom probably made #trying to make his friends laugh too because he knows theyre upset but also really wants to just hang out and have fun #as someome whos also scared they arent growing up the same way as their friends i cant stand thinking about that moment in s3 because #the thought of my friends laugjing at me for anything is enough to make me tear up #i also feel left behind especially when my roommates both have thei boyfriends over and are hanging out and i can hear them laughing #and talking and im just here in my room. #thats it im just here in my room and im alone and i dont know what to do about it #just absolutely devasting to be will i cant think about him or ill start crying!!! #WILL BYERS RHE MOST CHARACTER EVER. ACTUALLY #sorry this turned into mostly about myself but projecting is so easy when the show basically does it for you #really hope the winter depression doesnt hit this season but i also said that last time and that was about the worst ive ever felt. lol #diary time diary time!!!!