#mainly because either option is very discouraging. like. either 60% of my interactions are bots or people who don't care about my art

[mysandwichranaway]

Just blocked and reported a bunch of bots. Might have accidentally reported one or two real people sorry!!!!! Please make your blog have some personality i literally can't tell if you're real when you leave everything blank

#also. some of my latest art has insane ratios like 60 reblogs to 300 likes. i haven't had the energy to check if those likes are spam #mainly because either option is very discouraging. like. either 60% of my interactions are bots or people who don't care about my art #and like i know that's dramatic but. i just can't help feeling a little bitter about it #like. I'm trying to share my art here. I'm trying to convey my feelings. I'm trying to transmit a message and people are.... #i don't know. i feel like even if i get a like they are using me. i don't care for nunbers. i want interaction. comments thoughts #not a like!!! #i don't want to seem entitled!!!! i really don't!!!! i completely get it when people don't like my stuff that's fine #but when i look at a post with 400 notes and see that i have 1 comment and three reblogs with actual thoughts on them #i treasure those comments like my life depends on it. but after posting so much and this being so constant. i can't help but feel bad. #I'd actually rather you ignore my art altogether. and like. i know other people do like likes. this is i guess very personal #God I'm rambling #random #delete later #if you disagree please don't tell me. i understand that other people view this differently. i don't want to attack anyone's opinion #I'm just frustrated