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#making a mario maker level. beating a baba is you puzzle. doing my job. hell even playing minecraft for fun feels like that.
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honestly should've fucking expected a leak in the ceiling with how much every ounce of this world wants me to suffer.
#vent
#im really gonna do it
#its just. whats the point anymore.
#thinking ''oh maybe if i wait long enough itll get better'' is just stupid even for me.
#it doesn't get better. it doesn't heal. it just festers and eats away at you until there's nothing left.
#until you're just another number. a statistic in the news. how dare you tell me they'll care afterwards when they sure as hell don't now?
#i was watching gothamchess once and something he said stood out to me.
#he said he watched a video from some pro tennis player and /she/ said that her experience with winning and losing was that.
#winning didn't make her feel happy. it was a relief. but losing made her feel very sad.
#that stood out to me because thats how i feel about everything.
#making a mario maker level. beating a baba is you puzzle. doing my job. hell even playing minecraft for fun feels like that.
#i finish something in my base and it doesn't make me happy to see what i can build. its just ''fucking finally. its done.''
#theres just. no point to what i do other than to waste time.
#why don't i just do something right for once and finally leave this hellhole.
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