#maris bsd 🗞️

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dear God i will PAY edgar to get better clothes

#maris bsd 🗞️ #no cuz yr literally a mutli millionaire...WHY are yr clothes raggedy 😭 #coattails AND a coat???? of TWO DIFFERENT LENGTHS???? #ykw wtv BUT the coattails arent shorter that the coat #entire outfit ruined #and then full length sleeves 😭 #3/4 quaters babe THREE QUATERS PLEASEEEE #then he has on like a blazer and then a suit coat??? #WAIT NO ITS A CLOAK ??? #no wait its a cape #OKAY #so a cape with a blazer with coattails full length sleeves with an unbuttoned suit jacket with a suit and undershirt #with these ugly ass brown pants????? #that are just brown enough to be brown but are black enough to look black??? #AND THEN BROWN BROWN BOOTS ?????? #WITH BLACK EDGES ???? #then the ugly ass lil kitty heel oh yr SICK edgar you can go higher than that #give me at LEAST three inches #actually maybe not ranpo alr is tiny enough compared to you 😭 (im the samw height as ranpo) #okay now for the very very few slays of his outfit #the color palette is salvageable #get rid of the awkward false black for true black and its cute #like the whole outfit is salvageable its just.... #um anyways actually mayeb there are no solid slays in this one 🤕🤕 #I dont count Karl as a part of his design bc Karl is Karl not Edgar Allan Poe hope this helps 🫶🏾 #Karl is slaying tho. Like genuinely out slaying most of the cast 😭 #Edgar doesnt comb his hair but hell be damned if he doesnt groom Karl 🫶🏾🫶🏾 (projecting) #dont get me started on the belt thats why i didnt talk abt it okay.

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me after seeing ppl say poe wouldnt kill someone

#maris bsd 🗞️ #like yall hes literally part of the guild. #his ass is killing ppl.

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gotta see if other people see the poelai vision

#maris bsd 🗞️ #poelai 📖 🃏 #their tag as promised

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LEAVE ME ALONE *ding* *ding* Akira Akira! AAAAARGH

#maris bsd 🗞️ #ranpo 🔎 #HE LOOKS SOOO UGLY #like this isnt my usual 'oh theyre so ugly' HE GENUINELY LOOKS HIDEOUS #he looks like the Onceler 😔 #he NEEDS bangs #same w me 😞

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ranpo is actually so cutie pie wtf

#maris bsd 🗞️ #ranpo 🔎

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#maris bsd 🗞️ #this is all your honor #akutagawa 👓 #his emoji is from one of my favorite scenes of him #from the gin episode

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reading a fic and the premise is sooo good but the characterization does NOT fit MY autism characterizations + adding a bit more of real life aspects to the characters and I almost cried /srs i had to literally tell myself "you're okay. its okay. they're okay. the author probably wouldnt even care! (he would care alot which is WHy I'm so sad. BOTH OF THEM woULD ACTUALLY THATS wHAT MADE ME SOOOO SAD)

#maris bsd 🗞️ #mari has autistic meltdowns #the fic premise is soo good and I'm sure the characterization will get better with time #and if not I'll simply alter the dialogue in my head I am NOT above that I'm sorry :( #still leave kudos though I'm not a monster #I leave kudos if I make it to the end of the fic/a chapter no matter what cuz someone felt passionate enough Abt smith to write and publish #it and I love you for it

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stupid bsd hc of the day: nikolai natural hair color is brown (like the actual author's) and it's slightly curly but he doesn't think his natural hair fits his jester aesthetic so he bleaches and straightens it

#maris bsd 🗞️ #nikolai gogol ♠️ #loml <3

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i desperately want Nikolai and Poe to interact. Because theyre sooo alike but completely different. Poe wants to kill Ranpo to finally beat him. Nikolai wants to kill Fyodor to prove he has freedom as (and from being) a human. So similar but soo different at the same time.

#maris bsd 🗞️ #nikopoe bsd #poelai bsd #yeah poelai sounds better #i think abt them alot #if i make a second post abt them ill give them their own tag

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me when i kin edgar allan poe [BSD edition]

#maris bsd 🗞️ #i literally could use black cat at the rue morgue rn #also fun fact: the beginning of black cat fell out too. #all of tale tell and black cat yall am i cooked

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writing an akutagawa-kyouka (not ship) vent fic except its a hurt/comfort vent fic bc its what wouldve made ME feel better if anyone has issues with it GET OVER IT idc this isnt abt you <3

#maris bsd 🗞️ #its basically a fic abt akutagawa thinking too much and kyouka deciding while she doesnt forgive and she cant forget what he did #she is willing to start again with him and akutagawa wondering why bc hes done nothing to deserve another chance #and thinking abt how like if kyouka is willing to start new why isnt he with dazai #and kyouka telling him basically that like he doesnt owe dazai anything and definitely not forgiveness bc he's really not exactly done #anything to earn it and aku is like but i want to forgive him and kyou is like but thats not how that works <3 #you can *want* to forgive someone and be unable to because they were shitty to you its called #they were a shitty person and messed with your mental state <3 #this technically is part two of a three part series that can be read as standalones #but they make more sense and you see his growth more if you read all three #unfortunately all three are still in my head </3 #this is rlly just me trying comprehend trying to forgive my abuser thru aku #bc we went through decently similar things and like #damn. #however instead of just ignoring and replacing me #my abuser decided to try to just forget everything and expected me to do the same #so silly !!! (i want to cuss them out)

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hc that akutagawa doesnt/cant hold eye contact bc dazai forced it

#maris bsd 🗞️ #im actually just here to make him suffer as much as possible <3 #anyways the basis of this: not holding eye contact is considered extremely rude in my culture #well probably most cultures but wtv

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i wish people leaned into poe's unstable side a lil more :((

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"fitzgerald doesnt care abt the guild members" STFUUUU !!!! LET ME HAVE MY FUN !!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHH !!!!

#maris bsd 🗞️ #fitzgerald posting #YES IM STILL GOING ON ABT THIS #its the same as ppl saying akutagawa doesnt care abt higuchi and co.....NOT TRUE #they just care in their own special autistic ways

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id be soooo upset if i were the ADA and we stopped The Guild from getting The Book when Fitzgerald had a reasonablely valid reason to want to use it just for the Decay of Fucking Angels to come and use it and make everyone think we're terrorists.....

#maris bsd 🗞️ #bsd spoilers #bsd s5 spoilers

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obsessed with Fukuzawa's side eye

#maris bsd 🗞️ #bsd tales 🗞️ #this js how my mom looks at me when i start saying stuff that's probably a lil offensive but true to ppls faces