#maybe i should just kill myself. run into traffic or something. im sure they'd all cheer that they dont have to deal with me anymore

[br1ghtestlight]

me when im a horrible cruel ungrateful and rude person and then nobody likes me or wants to be around me

#they dont even KNOW how to treat the type of personality disorder i have. like nothing they can even do for me its just gonna be like this #and yeah it SUCKS but it also sucks for everyone around me too. i wish i could be normal #i feel so guilty. why am i never in control of my actions. why cant i be how i want to be. why am i like this?? #maybe i should just kill myself. run into traffic or something. im sure they'd all cheer that they dont have to deal with me anymore #txt