#maybe im also a little stressed about thos for other reasons i shant disclose thats for the mirror to have to listen to later

[parapsychoiogy]

turns out the manager i was scared shitless hated me doesnt hate me im just an idiot who doesnt understand social interactions

#turns out if you dont know how to talk to people unless they want you to do something you dont understand how people feel about you #in my defence how are you suppose to talk to anyone let alone a manager who you know nothing about and who hasnt talked to you first #okay seriously i mean this so seriously i can do phone calls i can do Anything its not social anxiety i just dont ! get people #guy (me) projecting his conplete unwillingness to label people as 'friends' or even 'nice associates' if they dont do so first onto others #maybe im also a little stressed about thos for other reasons i shant disclose thats for the mirror to have to listen to later #guy (me) who treats himself like such a nonentity that hes shocked when people consider her a human person who they know #turns out i exist and people know i exist and remember my name and shit (wild concept)