#maybe theres something else going on. i cant afford a therapist let alone a psychologist to actually diagnose me

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fuck it im joining the war against self diagnosis on the side of self diagnosis. i think i have either anxiety or adhd or both tbh.

#my post #i just feel bad about being confident in saying it or saying it at all #cause what if im wrong. i dont want to be wrong :[ #i just wanna know what the fuck is wrong with me that my mind is like this dude #why everything is so hard even when it isnt for other people at all. idek its hard to explain #somethings going on in my brain all thw time and it makes me feel so alienated and idk dude #ive been interested in psychology for years and im not a psych student or claiming to know anything for sure #but ive read about so many mental illnesses and other things both from professional and personal perspectives #and those two kinda feel. the most accurate hardcore question mark?? #maybe theres something else going on. i cant afford a therapist let alone a psychologist to actually diagnose me #but all i know is SOMETHING is going on up there. it cant be nothing because people who arent mentally ill dont do what ive done in my life