#md the massaman could’ve turned out a disaster I’ve never made it before …

[vydumaj]

went in to the city my sister lives during the weeks and took her out to an indian restaurant bc she was having a shitty week on thursday, cooked her massaman on friday (enough for her to eat next week), bought sushi from the only sushi store in my town on their very last day before closing down bc of bankruptcy on saturday…boiling her extra rice tonight and waiting for it to cook down so she can bring it tomorrow… achieving a good grade in being an older sister this week, which is definitely a concept that exists and normal to want

#will financially and time wise not be able to keep this up even though I wish I could #oh I bought her favorite chocolate on Friday too righttt #i love her so much she’s my favorite person in the world she deserves all of the best things #not living at home during the weeks is taking such a toll on her (she’s only 16) #she’s so uncomfortable in the place she stays :/// god I wish we were rich and could have moved already hhh #t says #is this too personal… #well #md the massaman could’ve turned out a disaster I’ve never made it before … #but thankfully it didn’t #no more sushi for years now I fear though… sigh