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for the random dialogue prompt, can i get 2 + 24 for chaejoong please?

Chaeri as the 8th and youngest member of BTS.

CHAERI'S MASTERLIST

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When night comes

❒ genre: Hurt/Comfort

❒ words: 1.9k+

❒ summary: In which Chaeri stays overnight at Hongjoong's for the first time

❒ pairing: Hongjoong x BTS8thmember!OC

❒ prompts requested: 2. "I've been thinking about you a lot lately" | 24. "I didn't want you to see me like this"

❒ warnings: Oc experiencing paranoia; nightmares; Slightly sexually suggestive

July/August 2022

The relationship between them had started off slow and gradually increased, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. What had begun as an impulsive act to upset Chaeri's group members, as well as rebel against the entertainment industry's flawed system, had developed into something more.

Chaeri hadn't anticipated being this drawn to Hongjoong; she hadn't expected to feel this way with anyone anymore. But it happened, and she was taken by surprise.

The day they had decided to take the plunge into a real relationship, the following weeks were full of excitement. Every time their lips touched it was like electricity running through both of them, washing away any remnants of the false connection they somehow created for the cameras. The kisses were passionate and lingering now, with no fear or doubt that this was real.

The one thing she refused to admit was that she was scared to spend the whole night with him at his dorms. It wasn't the thought of getting too intimate, seeing as it's natural for lovers to reach that level eventually. Rather, what terrified her was not knowing if her sudden episodes of paranoia would terrify him.

They had grown less frequent as she'd aged. It had been two years since her last episode of half-waking from sleep in a panic, convinced something was coming to hurt her. She had taken the advice of Namjoon and Suga, and sought out psychologists to help her work through the trauma that triggered those episodes—but never found success with any of them. Over time, however, she figured out how to lessen the chances of it happening. Perhaps she simply had to reassure herself that if she agreed to stay overnight with him after their date, the chances of it happening were almost 0.

The paparazzi had some kind of intuition when it came to her and Hongjoong's dates, as they would be outside waiting for her at the exact moment she left her car escorted by her security guards. She could hear cameras clicking from far away, trying to capture any details of their outing that they could find. But this did not bother her; she refused to let other people's opinions stop her from enjoying a date with her boyfriend. Instead, she decided to take matters into her own hands. As soon as newspaper websites with pictures of them together on dates were released, she searched through them until finding the one where she looked most beautiful, and then posted it on her instagram page—as if saying: no matter what anyone said about them, there was nothing stopping them from publicly being together.

The long boots helped frame her beauty, and as soon as she stepped within reach, Hongjoon wasted no time in putting his hand on the exposed skin between her shorts and knees. She embraced him tightly, nestling her

arms around his neck to say hello with a passionate kiss

Not having seen each other in two weeks, their text messages made it clear that they had a strong yearning for one another, and had discovered desires that neither of them knew they had yet towards each other.

"I've been thinking about you a lot lately" Hongjoong pulled away from her lips just enough to speak to her, keeping his fingertips gently touching the softness of her skin as he spoke to her.

Her vocal cords vibrated to a barely audible laugh "Respectfully or disrespectfully?"

"I respectfully thought of you in a disrespectful way"

Chaeri couldn't help but grin at his reply. She found it amusing how he could make her laugh, even in the most intimate moments. She kissed him again, this time with a hint of mischief in her eyes.

"Well, lucky for you, I have been thinking about some pretty disrespectful things too"

Perched on Hongjoong's bed, palms pressing into the mattress behind her, Chaeri held one leg over the other as he leaned forward to help her remove her boots. She had a crooked smile and one eyebrow raised, looking between amused and aroused when she spoke "You know," wetting her lips with her tongue, "I have a thing for men who kneel."

Hongjoong smirked, meeting her gaze as he pulled off her boots after dropping to his knees in front of her. "Well, lucky for you, I have a thing for making my girlfriend happy" When he said the word 'girlfriend', it came out of his mouth with such tenderness, even though they were far from sweet at that moment. One would have thought that he had just uttered the most admirable thing in existence.

He also took the other boot off her foot, thus leaving her bare legs free.

She lifted one leg and rested it on his shoulder, as he leaned forward and placed soft kisses on her ankle, making her shiver with pleasure. His hands slowly caressed her legs, moving upwards until they reached the hem of her shorts, where he hooked his fingers.

His eyes stayed trained on her.

If she had shown even a shadow of hesitation, he would have left the room, creating the space that they both needed. Yet Chaeri held his gaze, giving him her approval.

The nights of Seoul during the summer were often unbearably hot and muggy, making it necessary to keep air conditioners running in order to stay cool. Yet, that night, Chaeri found a pleasant relief by the warmth of Hongjoong's presence by her side.

His bed was cramped and they fit perfectly side by side. It wasn't a bad thing; if anything, it made her feel better.

After a long day of work and the events of the night, she was utterly worn out. Sleep came easily to her.

But her dreams began to be far from peaceful as soon as the warmth against her back faded away. Chaeri tossed and turned, plagued by nightmares that she couldn't seem to shake off. She sat up in bed in a cold sweat, breathing heavily, and on the verge of tears.

The remnants of sleep still lingered in her mind, obscuring her vision with a hazy curtain as she attempted to separate dreams from reality. The two worlds blended together, overlapping until they were indistinguishable from one another.

She tried to reach the rational thoughts in the back of her mind, but they kept slipping away as her eyes scanned the room in a paranoid, watchful way, as if at any moment a looming incubus might pop out of any corner.

She was alone in the room.

Chaeri's heart raced as she tried to calm herself down. She knew she was being irrational, but she couldn't help feeling like something was watching her. She clutched the sheets tightly, her eyes scanning the room for any signs of danger.

Then, she heard a sound coming from the living room. It was a soft rustling noise, like someone was moving around. She froze, her heart pounding in her chest. Had someone broken into the dorm?

An inner voice screamed that yes, she was not paranoid, that someone had definitely managed to get into the dormitory, that she wouldn't have enough time to make an escape before they reached her.

In that moment of panic and fear, Chaeri could feel her thoughts spiraling out of control. Her mind conjured up images of violent intruders who wanted nothing more than to hurt her.

Slowly, she pushed herself out of bed, her bare feet touching the cool wooden floor. She crept to the door, her ears straining for any sound.

As she reached for the doorknob, her hand shook with fear. She didn't know what was waiting for her on the other side. Logic told her that it was probably Hongjoong, that she was just being paranoid, but fear had a way of distorting reality.

Her fingers finally closed around the doorknob, and she turned it slowly, her heart pounding in her chest. The door creaked open, revealing the darkened living room. She squinted in the dim light, trying to make out any shapes in the darkness.

Suddenly, a hand reached out and grabbed her wrist, making her gasp in fright. She immediately released herself from the grip

"Chaeri, it's me," Hongjoong's voice said "What's wrong? Why are you up?"

Her lips set to say something else, but what came out was "I think someone broke into the house"

Hongjoong's face went pale, and he pulled her into the living room as he shut the door behind them. "Is anyone else in here?" Chaeri shook her head, blinking a few times to wake herself up. "No. Out of the room" she replied, avoiding his gaze. She was obviously scared, like he had never seen her before.

"There's--there's no one there, Chaeri. I've just been through the house with Seonghwa. Everything is closed. Maybe you heard us and thought it was someone else"

She was almost unresponsive and stopped looking at him and once again, lost in her thoughts. Her eyes wandering the room, looking for the person she thought she heard breaking into the house or perhaps a way out that was not predictable

Hongjoong gently cupped her cheeks, forcing her to look at him "Chaeri...are you ok? are you awake?"

Chaeri's eyes finally locked onto him and tears streamed down her face "I-I don't know Hongjoong," she sobbed "Did I scare you?" She didn't wait for his answer, her voice trembling as she continued speaking, shaken by sobs "I'm sorry," she whispered "I just...I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm usually not like this. I swear. I'm not like this" she choked with emotion

Hongjoong pulled Chaeri into a tight embrace, holding her close as she cried against his chest. He knew that this was unlike her, and he wanted to know what had led her to be so vulnerable "It's okay, baby. You didn't scare me," he said softly, his hand gently rubbing her back. "I'm here for you. I won't let anything happen to you"

Chaeri clung to Hongjoong, her body shaking with sobs. She felt embarrassed and ashamed for her outburst, but she couldn't help the fear that had consumed her.

He held her until her sobs subsided, his arms creating a safe haven for her. He was patient and spoke in a way that was calming, his words slowly bringing her from the anxious thoughts running through her head.

After a while, Chaeri pulled away, wiping her tears with the back of her hand. She looked up at Hongjoong, her eyes still filled with fear. "I didn't want you to see me like this"

Hongjoong shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "It's okay, Chaeri. I'm here for you, no matter what" He paused for a moment before continuing, "But maybe we should talk about what's been bothering you"

At long last, Hongjoong had managed to soothe her back to sleep. After two hours of tears, excuses, apologies, and difficult heart-breaking conversations, he was finally able to lie down beside the woman he cherished. Her breathing had evened out, indicating that she had been granted reprieve from her nightmares - at least for now.

He wasn't sure how to handle this situation, but he was determined to do everything in his power to rid her of those dark dreams that infested her.

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