#mentally extract myself which felt bad and had a lot of guilt but. i couldnt do it

[gemsofthegalaxy]

Stops calling myself a "raised catholic" and starts calling myself a "recovering catholic" for kicks.

#i said Raised instead of Former catholic bc it wasnt really.. a choice? #and tbh in my early years i did believe in god but once i understood the church was fundamentally homophobic i started to like #mentally extract myself which felt bad and had a lot of guilt but. i couldnt do it #as in #i couldnt stay catholic. #id say culturally im still engrossed in christianity but religion wise i dont partake and i wont even go on xmas or easter if i can help it