#mimi rants🗣️

[only-katsuki]

i think it’s really crazy that beauty standards have conditioned people into thinking that fat people are not worthy, bc when i look at myself, all i see is beauty. i see that i am worthy of being loved and desired. i may have bad days but above all else, i am beautiful, no matter what.

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #lowkey tagging w my rant tag bc why not #mimi rants🗣️ #like i know i shouldn’t base my worth on relationships #but literally HOW have i never been in one????? HOW???? #i think i’m actually beautiful #and it’s taken me a LONGGGGGGG while to get here omg i hated myself so bad especially in middle school #middle school is hell for girls fat people and poc i swear #and i just happen to be all 3 🤦🏾

[only-katsuki]

updateeee :o kinda long, sorry

fall semester is over and i ATE!! STRAIGHT As!!!! i’ve always been a smart girl, it’s the one thing i pride myself in. i maybe ugly to some (debatable), and i am definitely fat, but one thing i could never be called is dumb or stupid. have never been and will never be!! i can’t believe i’m already in the second half of my sophomore year, like i’m basically already a senior, which means i’m basically already in med school!!

i’ve slowly been becoming more detached from a lot, and i can’t tell if that’s a good thing or bad thing. like i’m realizing some stuff is really just not that serious nor is it important, and it’s making a lot of thing connect and clearer in my brain. i don’t wanna jinx it, but my anxiety has also been a lot better lately and i’ve been more talkative than i usually am. which is really weird (in a good way) for me bc irl i do not talk AT ALL, unless I’m being spoken to first, and then i couldn’t even hold a conversation.

i’m coming into myself more i think, but i don’t think i’m ready just yet. i just need a little more time. like a bear in hibernation, i wanna awaken when the time is right.

:)

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #also tagging as a rant bc it’s long and about me #mimi rants🗣️

[only-katsuki]

rant under cut

i hate working with other people. not bc i am bossy (which i will admit to; no shame), but i literally just do not like to do bad on assignments. especially assignments that our teacher has literally given us every resource to use, and you still wait til last minute, the shit LOOKS last minute, and you followed none of the rubric or guidelines. like i know i did my part a little later but i still followed the guidelines, rubric and the two example papers we had. so there’s literally no reason as to why this looks like this.

and not to mention that it was a group assignment on a research manuscript, which i hateeeee working with other people on papers. bc it’s never to my liking and i know i could do better if i just done it by myself. like the person who did the introduction literally had in text citations but put none of it in the works cited part. HOW??????? LIKE YOU HAVE TO DO BOTH ITS NOT FUCKING OPTIONAL!!! HOW DO YOU HAVE IN TEXT CITATIONS BUT NONE IN THE WORKS CITED????? YOU LITERALLY CANT. like i would understand having citations in the works cited but not in text (and even that’s a fucking stretch bc i hardly understand that). and earlier i saw her using chatgpt or whatever it’s called and honestly i should’ve known i was gonna get fucked over with that. then the other person who was supposed to do the results part literally only made tables. no graphs (which i had to make. my section was study site and methods. why am i making graphs?? not to mention i also had to do the acknowledgments.) nothing written down. and i texted in the gc that something had to be written down for the results part like you cant just put graphs and tables. it only had to be as simple as explaining what it on the figures. the same person had the discussion section as well, and literally only put one paragraph. like bro????? be so fucking serious rn. like i just don’t understand it. i can confidently say that my section of the paper is the best section of the paper.

i knew i should’ve just went ahead last night and redid all of the shit that was fucked up, but i was tryna give them the benefit of the doubt, bc they are grown and i shouldn’t have to, thinking they would fix it this morning before it was turned it. and also i should’ve been the one to turn it in so i could fix it last minute.

again, it’s not that i’m bossy, but how do you fuck up THIS bad????????????????? this was very avoidable. and it’s not like i didn’t tell them all this stuff they had to fix, bc i literally DID, and nobody responded in the gc. i wanna email our teacher but i feel like it’s not justified enough like what do i even say??? we had two weeks to do this.

i’m just so stressed rn. like we’re literally gonna fail bc of the citations alone.

#mimi rants🗣️ #sorry this is long but i’m so annoyed rn like i don’t get it

[only-katsuki]

after i see beyoncé, i literally cannot spend anymore big money until i go back up to school. like this has GOT to stop.

mini rant in tags.

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #i swear i am the worst with money bc i do a good job at saving it #but then something comes up where i HAVE to spend it and then it’s all downhill from there #and it’s even more bad when you consider the fact that i am a full time undergrad student with NO income (outside of summer internships) #so it’s like whatever money i do end up making #i end up having to spend it #most of time it’s for really important that i have to get (mostly for school) but then i decide to treat myself bc i obviously deserve it #then boom i’m fucking broke again lmfaooooo #i hope i grow out of this when i graduate and go to med school #bc then imma really be struggling fr😭😭 #but i still have time to make mistakes and live life until then so🤷🏾🤷🏾 why tf not??? #and that’s my issue right there🤣 #tagging this with my rant tag bc this was lowkey a rant i didn’t even mean to have lol #mimi rants🗣️