#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

i think it’s really crazy that beauty standards have conditioned people into thinking that fat people are not worthy, bc when i look at myself, all i see is beauty. i see that i am worthy of being loved and desired. i may have bad days but above all else, i am beautiful, no matter what.

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #lowkey tagging w my rant tag bc why not #mimi rants🗣️ #like i know i shouldn’t base my worth on relationships #but literally HOW have i never been in one????? HOW???? #i think i’m actually beautiful #and it’s taken me a LONGGGGGGG while to get here omg i hated myself so bad especially in middle school #middle school is hell for girls fat people and poc i swear #and i just happen to be all 3 🤦🏾

[only-katsuki]

for med school, i cannot go anywhere out of the south bc if i stay in another city where publix isn’t at most 10 minutes away from me, i will scream.

#publix i miss you so much #i dream of you everyday #i go to school in VA and apparently my school is too high up #so no publix are within 70 miles 😒 #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

i want a really big ass scooby doo sandwich rn omgggg

#back at school and i have no snacks for the new semester yet ☹️☹️ #i also can’t wait to get a single room next year i swearrrr #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

passed my road test on the first try!! 😁 was the most nervous about the parking part, but i was in that mf!!! we move!!!!

#i deserved to be licked from head to toe by matt sturniolo 🙄 #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

so so so sorry to my anime blog moots, this irl man and his brothers have been a PLAGUE in my mind for the last three months. i’m going crazy.

#i need to make a sturniolo tag so y’all can block it 😭 bc i’m not shutting up about them in the foreseeable future #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

this is so me and matt sturniolo. no i will not be taking any questions or comments at this time.

in my head, we’re newly engaged and live in a penthouse apartment in the city with a cute dog. i’m so into him like he’s so my typeeeeeee. like just everything about him is so 🤩😇🥰🥳🥰😚😍🥹🙂🫶🏾🫂🫂🫂👰🏾‍♀️👰🏾‍♀️👩🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏼👩🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏼💐🌷🌹🌸🌺🌟🌟✨✨🩷🖤🩶🩵🤍🤎🤎🩷🩷💗💗💟💟💟💟💟 i’m so delusional about him.

#matt sturniolo #when did my type become skinny medium height white guys #its really kore his personality #*more #quiet sweet brooding (a little) & shy #i need him #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

updateeee :o kinda long, sorry

fall semester is over and i ATE!! STRAIGHT As!!!! i’ve always been a smart girl, it’s the one thing i pride myself in. i maybe ugly to some (debatable), and i am definitely fat, but one thing i could never be called is dumb or stupid. have never been and will never be!! i can’t believe i’m already in the second half of my sophomore year, like i’m basically already a senior, which means i’m basically already in med school!!

i’ve slowly been becoming more detached from a lot, and i can’t tell if that’s a good thing or bad thing. like i’m realizing some stuff is really just not that serious nor is it important, and it’s making a lot of thing connect and clearer in my brain. i don’t wanna jinx it, but my anxiety has also been a lot better lately and i’ve been more talkative than i usually am. which is really weird (in a good way) for me bc irl i do not talk AT ALL, unless I’m being spoken to first, and then i couldn’t even hold a conversation.

i’m coming into myself more i think, but i don’t think i’m ready just yet. i just need a little more time. like a bear in hibernation, i wanna awaken when the time is right.

:)

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #also tagging as a rant bc it’s long and about me #mimi rants🗣️

[only-katsuki]

if i turn into a sturniolo blog pls don’t be mad, bc i feel like i’m slowly converting into one 😓😓

my tumblr likes and tiktok saves are going CRAZY rn

#hyperfixations are going crazyyyy rn all i can think about are the triplets #ESPECIALLY matt 😓 that’s my pookie wookie snookums he’s so perfect in every way!!!!! no slander idc #also matthew lillard has been on my mind a lot. i need to fuck that old man really REALLY badly. #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

being 20 is notttt for the weak

#it’s only been two weeks (almost three) of me being 20 and i have fought for my life literally every fucking day like what is happening 🧍🏾 #i’ve just been spiraling ever since like it’s been bad for me #how do i overcome this feeling of constant dread??? honestly just might be my anxiety talking #i feel like i need a therapist sometimes #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

also pls mind the blog construction, i’m tryna find a theme i like fr bc im keeping it for the new year!! sorry for the extra posts!

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

need to change my theme before the new year

#was gonna do it before my birthday but i literally forgot until just now😭 #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️

[only-katsuki]

i need to see the FNAF movie like RIGHT NOW but i told my brother i’d watch it with him when i go home for thanksgiving 😒

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #i’m too good of a sister bc if i didn’t care about him i would’ve seen it already 🙄 #but i keep seeing josh hutcherson edits and im goingggg crwzyyyyyyyy i need to fuck that 5’5 man like RIGHT FUCKING NOW #i am not gonna be able to keep my composure when i see the movie omg #but that’s about the whole movie itself bc i cannot be normal about my hyperfixations and this is a HUGE one for me #also matthew lillard???? literally number 2 in my celeb fuck list one of my favsssss i literally teared up when i saw he was playing william

[only-katsuki]

every time i go to parties, i’m reminded of why i DON’T go to parties .

#they’re so not fun to me #too anxiety inducing #mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #i’d much rather just drink with my friends alone like parties just don’t seem appealing to me

[only-katsuki]

tumblr stop with the fucking ads, i want to be able to scroll without my music constantly pausing bc of them 😒

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #so annoying

[only-katsuki]

also thinking about changing my theme on here for the fall, especially before my birthday. but idk what to do😒

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #something fall related for sure #because my birthday is in november duh

[only-katsuki]

y’all help i’m falling back into my white boy bs 😩😩 bc why the sturniolo triplets so fine???? this the dolan twins all over for me SAVE ME BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

#mimi speaks🧚🏾‍♀️ #nah bc MATT???? #he so sexy it don’t make no sense #deep down i’ve always loved me a skinny tall white boy idkkkkk since i was young #i need to reach my dreams and land one ITS GOTTA HAPPEN🫠