#muchos gracias for all your questions babes

[itsnothesameasitwas]

hiii y'all for some reason i decided to join into the follow forever/mutual appreciation posts, so made this silly gif like two weeks ago and started writing the post (all's under the cut cuz it's gonna be long lol) First of all, I want to thanks y'all for made my 2021 better fr, i've made so much friends and i'm pretty sure some of them will stay until we pass away... also thanks to y'all who's following this unhinged blog <3

'the best part of being a One Direction fan are the friends you make through them'

honestly a big shout out to all these lovely people, guys you all are amazing and deserve the best (always) thanks for being part of my 2021 (yes this is gonna be my sappy moment)

To my GCs: hey babes! thanks for having me, listen to me and supporting me during the whole year (also for bear my random moments hehe)

@eclipsadxs gc: voy a escribir esto en español porque las amo y lo merecen hehe... primero que nada, gracias por adoptarme <3 y por soportarme en todo momento y por ser unas amigas grandiosas, literalmente habría muerto sin ustedes ya que esto está lleno de yankees <33

namastent gc: @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk @bolitodequeso @hl28 @moirindeclermont @theymetinthetoihlet @fakenudes @harryhazza @strutitout @springloveswinter @toofargonetopray honestly idk how im still in the gc bc im the most inactive person ever (sry ab it) nut you need to know that i truly appreciate you guys so much!! also #JackMcQueenRights... you're too good to be true <33

the unhinged club: @narrylover @cowboylarries @holyshit @nouislover @coffeehotcoffee @avocadolouis28 @heartshaped-lou @dorothyharry @rainblou @faithinrainbows @zouis-exes-to-lovers @sryluvidrc (li and cata too) a gc that started bc li and me were drunk lol... guys i love you so so much <33 thanks for deal with my dumb ass and unhinged questions hehe <3

some highlights:

@justalarryblog: BECA!!! i love you so so so much!! I'm glad to be your friend, you're an amazing person with a big heart and soul that deserve the entire world <33 and even if you insist that your writing sucks it doesn't and that's why you have me, to remind you that you're so talented and that you have an exquisite fic taste <3 (we should start an ABO lovers club and reread Cold Little Heart)

@bluewinnerangel: hi person that i love <3 i think you alr knwoo that but i never forget ab things (or i don't rly easely) so i remember how our lil friendship started (larry god bless the grandpa mp) and i truly appreciate u yk this but i love u (and you love me bc i'm cute and a bit malicious hehe)

@whaleharry: Boobie IM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love with you!!! i think you are one of my first mutuals/friends and my soulmate <33 thanks for being unhinged with me the last months, listen to me 24/7 and also love me and support me all the time even if what im doing is insane <333 please... come visit me <3

@anxiouslarrie: CATA AMOR DE MI VIDA <333 eres la mejor persona que conozco, gracias por desvelarte conmigo siempre, hacer mi tarea, mandarme memes, escucharme hablar de todo y soportarme cuando me molesto y también por mexicanizarte para que te entienda <333 eres la mejor polola del mundo @yourhabit28: Mag!!! AMIGA!!! te amo demasiado, tanto que te escribo esto en español <333 te extraño mucho mucho pero amo cuando hablamos, gracias por ser parte de mi 2021 y literal una de mis mejores amigas y por ser co fundadora del #TemporaryFixStanClub

@ladychlo: chay i love u so much!! i'll never get tired to tell you how much much i love you and your art, you're the sweetes and talented person ik <333 (ily tumblr-wife)

@louisxgolden: sabías que te amo? no hemos hablado tanto últimamente pero quiero que sepas que eres asombrosa!!! eres de las mejores personas que conozco, gracias por siempre estar para mi <33 @folkmore: SOPHIA MY ENEMESTIE <333 love you so so much!! you're the only swiftie i could love in this life and i am the only nice anti-t you'll love <333 thanks for being there all the time and being so funny, sweet and also the nicest bully ever!! (ih8u) #BringHARRYSUITSback

@one-wayroad: LAU NO SABES LO MUCHO QUE TE AMO!! gracias por todo todo todo, literal ya hubiera merto de no ser por ti <33 por ser mi january capricorn, mi inspiración y mi lado reflexivo en este mundo lol, por las risas y los cumplidos y por recordarme que puedo hacer las cosas bien <333

@louisbowie @larentsbr @fivescrews @tanktop-lou @whenyouvequitefinished @loualbum @miss-styles @solvetheminourdreams @rainbowparadisebht @heyangels @cloudsmp3 @loulovehome @harrylovesunflower @harrylouis @lonelysxnflower @brightgolden @genuineconspiracy and last but not least A BIG shot out to the ppl who made my obsessive compulsive reader came back to life (and also bc i love you all even if we don't talk a lot)@allwaswell16 @twopoppies @evilovesyou justalarryblog and all the ppl who rec fics (please don't stop doing it, bc beca knows i've alr read most of your recs)

ANYWAY... i'm aware i've missed loads of ppl but it's 2am (when i'm finishing to write this) and i couldn't think in someone else, but if i have rec your blog sometime (or i follow you) you still being really special to me <3

+ blog roll

#me #this is about me #follow forever #ana is not here btw #she went to do nice things #mutual appreciation

[tk5150]

Feliz Navidad

“Now boarding flight 455 to Mexico thank you for traveling AirUALines” the announcement was all over the speaker. Sero got up “Come on babes our flight is now boarding…I can’t wait to see my parents and mi abuela…oh my God y/n mi abuela make the best *champurrado* in town sometimes during the *Las Posadas* She sells it. “What is champurrado?” you asked inquisitively. “It’s a hot drink made of corn masa, chocolate, milk, and all sorts of things…believe me mi amor it’s really good especially during the Christmas holidays” Sero explained to you. Being seated you were so excited to not only meet his parents but going out of the country for the first time. Could he pop the question? You wondered. You were seated by the window excited that you could see Mexico. You woke up Sero to let him know that they are in Mexico air now. He smiled.

Waiting for your luggage you heard a deep but welcoming voice behind you and Sero “Aye mijo (term of endearment to a young man) I missed you!” you turned around and saw Sero hugging an older gentleman. It was his father. “And this must be your girlfriend…mucho gusto (Nice to meet you)” he smiled at you. “Nice to meet you too” you smiled back at him. “Here let me see your bags” Sero’s father said while picking up your bags. He turned to his son “Ella muy bonita (she’s very pretty)” he said in spanish. “Yeah I think so too” Sero smiled at his dad. It was a very long drive to the house. Pulling up to the house it was the evening and there were Christmas lights everywhere, the door was opened and the smell of cinnamon permeated through the entrance of the house. A lot of people came outside welcoming Sero.

“oh dios mío Sero te extrañé tanto (oh my God Sero I missed you so much)” Sero’s mother exclaimed. Sero took his mom in for a big embrace “I miss you too mom” he said with tears. Your heart melted seeing the heart felt scene before you. His mom turned to you with tears in her eyes “Bienvenida...entra (welcome…come in)” she gestured to you to come in. House felt warm and welcoming as you walked in and you saw an elderly woman sitting in the kitchen. “¡Abuela! Te extrañé tanto como estas (Grandma! I missed you so much, how are you?)” Sero ran to his grandma giving her a big hug. “Yo también te extrañé Sero ... ¿Quién es esta adorable criatura? (I missed you too Sero…who is this lovely creature?)” his grandmother replied, hugging him back. The mother welcomed Sero and y/n into the dining room where there was a feast. There were three roasted chicken, spanish rice, carnitas, homemade tortillas, beans, and 3 different kinds of salsa was displayed on the table along with different kinds of drinks. Your eyes widen with hunger when seeing the feast.

As they all sat down to eat dinner Sero’s father started a conversation in spanish. “Tu casa está lista para vivir ahora gracias a Dios que llegaste. Los planes de matrimonio se terminaron y todo está listo para que ustedes se casen el día 15 antes de Las Posadas. (Your house is ready to live in now thank god you arrived. the marriage plans are finished and everything is set for you guys to be married the 15th before the Las Posadas)” Sero’s father said. You kept on eating because you thought they were talking about Las Posadas. “Estamos aquí para quedarnos papá ... La voy a sorprender cuando la haga ver la casa pero, por favor, mantenlo en secreto. (We are here to stay dad...I'm going to surprise her when I have her see the house but, please keep it a secret)” Sero said to his father. “Sero, what are you guys talking about?” you asked. “Oh nothing mi amor we were talking about the activities for the Las Posadas” he giggled and began to eat.

After dinner the women gather y/n to the living room for dessert and coffee. Thank God the Sero’s sister spoke english and can interpret. Sero on the other hand started to call the moving company and made arrangements to ship all of their stuff to Mexico. He then proceeded to seal the deal by poking holes in her diaphragm and condoms. That night was pure bliss. They made love so passionately. After finishing y/n fell asleep while Sero was still awake wondering if it took. Waking up to the Christmas song Feliz Navidad and the smell of breakfast cooking. You walked out to see a lot of people in the kitchen and dining room chopping, mixing, wrapping, and cooking. It was really busy. One of Sero’s aunts saw you and introduced you and put you to work (omg speaking from experience I dreaded to see my aunts) with all this commotion you lost Sero. He went to see his newly built house. He built a small fire in the firepit. Mesmerized with the flames he pulled out y/n’s passport, Identification cards and threw them in watching them burn. “You're not going to need these anymore…welcome home mi amor” he whispered then went back to his parents house.

“Feliz Navidad…Feliz Navidad…Feliz Navidad…Próspero año y felicidad…Feliz Navidad…Feliz Navidad…Feliz Navidad…Próspero año y felicidad.”

“I wanna wish you a merry Christmas…I wanna wish you a merry Christmas…I wanna wish you a merry Christmas…From the bottom of my heart”

#yandere sero

[letitrainletitsnowbutdontletmego]

One Hundred Ways to Say ‘I love you’- 58: “You don’t have to say anything.”

Another prompt from @queseraone  (muchos gracias!) and a huge thanks to@justkillingtimewhileiwait again for her beta’ing help :)

Thank you to everyone who is reading too, and all of the feedback! <3 Please let me know what you think again, and if you have any prompts off this list you’d like me to write, just message me! (That list is also a master post for all the prompts I’ve so far :))

Set just after 3x17.

It wasn’t a sound that woke her but rather a feeling. Erin wasn’t sure how but she knew she wasn’t alone in her apartment. Unconsciously holding her breath to apply her senses better, she finally let it out when she heard a familiar deep sigh from the room on the other side of her bedroom door. Jay.

Slipping out of her bed, she took a quick peek at her phone to see it was clear of any notifications and it was just past 1 a.m. Though she had been asleep for less than two hours, after their latest case it wasn’t really a surprise she had slept so deeply.

“Hey,” she whispered softly into the dark as she crossed the threshold of the two rooms.

Jay turned his head to look at her, tearing his gaze away from the view of the city visible out of the window as he perched on the arm of her couch. The small lamp on the table next to him threw shadows across his face, highlighting his sharp features, deep eyes and obvious tiredness.

“Hey,” he replied just as quietly, lifting the beer in his hand to his lips lazily as he turned back to look outside.

Approaching him slowly, Erin crossed her arms and stopped when she was close enough to feel his body heat radiate off him and envelope her. “How long have you been here?” she asked, foregoing wondering why he was there. They rarely spent a night apart, no matter how they had spent the day or the evening.

“Not long. Half hour, maybe,” Jay answered with a shrug.

Eyeing the bottle in his hand, she rolled her lips between her teeth as she contemplated whether to question the drink or not. They both had their vices, and whereas she was the one with the addictive nature, he was the one who had never addressed his past. Not with the proper help she had had the first time, or the support system the second time.

Erin wasn’t sure whether she was being compassionate or a coward when she decided not to, but instead deflected to them. “You should have woken me.”

“I was planning on coming to bed, but I was too wound up to sleep. I didn’t want to keep you up,” Jay informed her, dropping his eyes for a moment to where his hands laid on his lap before meeting her own with a meaningful gaze. “I never slept with her, you know that, right? I’d never do that, not to you.”

“Who, Brianna?” she questioned, brow furrowed as she tried to keep up with his sudden change in topic. At his nod, Erin reached out and laid a hand on his shoulder to gain his full attention, making sure he understood she meant the words she was about to say. “I never thought you would. I know the kind of man you are.”

“Okay, good. Because between this case, Voight and her husband, I just wanted to make sure you knew,” he reiterated, though relief flooded his features as her words sunk in. Taking another sip of his beer, Erin shot him a questioning look at his mention of Voight. Jay dropped his eyes and answered her unasked questions before she could open her mouth to ask him. “He asked me if I was sleeping with her. I told him I wasn’t, but I don’t think he completely believed me.”

“Jay,” she sighed, running her fingers through his hair, knowing his bitter tone was more out of frustration with not being trusted by Voight when it came to her rather than him questioning him in the first place. Laying a hand on his leg, she pressed lightly until he shifted so she could step between them and placed her hands on either side of his neck so she could force him to look at her. “Forget what he thinks, alright? Hank no longer has a say in our relationship, we decided that.”

His eyes searched hers for a moment; a wry one-sided smile finally pulling at his lips as she tenderly stroked his jaw. “It’s just been a hell of a week, Erin.”

“I know, babe,” she told him, continuing in her soothing actions against the day’s stubble along his jawline, even as he took another swig from his beer. “How were drinks with Mouse and Ethan? Did it help?”

“Yeah, I guess,” Jay murmured offhandedly. It wasn’t the clear-cut answer Erin had expected, but she knew that after everything that had happened, and whatever it had trudged up, it would take more than just an evening at Molly’s to deal with. Resting his free hand on her hip, she felt him squeeze gently; an apologetic look on his face as he did so. “They can relate, that’s all. “

Shaking her head, Erin offered him a soft smile. “You don’t have to say anything, Jay. I get it. I’m here if you ever want to talk, and I’m here even if you don’t. As long as you talk to someone, okay? Just please don’t keep it all inside,” she pleaded with him.

“I’ll try,” he answered, and though it wasn’t the promise she was looking for, it was honest and earnest, which was a very close second. She didn’t reply, instead watching as he tilted his head back to finish off his drink. This time he caught her eyeing the bottle in his hand, offering her sad, twisted smile as he assured her, “It’s only my third tonight, I swear.”

“Okay,” she said acceptingly, slipping the empty bottle out of his hand and placing it next to the lamp on the table beside them. “Ready for bed?”

Jay let out a slow breath; eyes falling close a moment as she took his hand in her own. “Yeah,” he eventually murmured, the blue of his eyes slightly lighter when he opened them once again that they had been a few moments earlier.

Silently, they retreated back to her bedroom where she slipped under the covers on her still-warm side of the bed. Jay joined her soon after, settling in next to her on his side so she was able to see him. Despite his decision to come to bed, it was clear he was still as far from sleep as he had been when he had arrived at her place.

Erin watched him carefully; watched as he shuffled around to bury an arm below his pillow and watched as his eyelids fluttered closed. “Voight gave me a week off,” he told her, breaking the silence that had fallen between them.

“He told me,” she replied quietly, unable to keep herself from touching him. Laying a hand on his cheek, she stroked the fine hair at his hairline before curving her hand over the top of his head to gently cradle the back, fingers carded through the hair. “What do you plan on doing?”

“Apart from sleeping?” Jay remarked with a half-hearted smirk, settling deeper into his pillow and the bed as she absentmindedly caressed his hair. “I was thinking about heading up to the cabin for a few days. Get away from here for a bit.”

“The one in Wisconsin?” Erin questioned, recalling the conversation they had had about it over a year ago but had yet to mention it again. Though she supposed that was mostly her fault; she had put their relationship on hold not soon after the discussion about retiring in Wisconsin and then had gone off on her so-called sabbatical. She broke out of her thoughts before delving deeper by Jay’s confirming hum. “Want some company?”

“Doubt you’d be able to get the time off,” he commented, eyes opening when she didn’t immediately respond. Quirking an eyebrow, she shot him a dimpled smile as he smirked. “You already have.”

“Only a few days,” she confirmed with a single-shouldered shrug. “I wasn’t planning on letting you deal with this yourself, Jay. You were there for me even when I didn’t realise I needed you to be.”

Jay turned to press a kiss to her arm, lips landing right on the edge of her elbow and spoke into her soft skin, “I’d love your company.”

#linstead #linstead fanfiction #erin lindsay #jay halstead #cpd #My fic #100 ways #100WTSILY #100ways #number 58