#my 1993 issue of stay sick was 38$ mint and still sealed at the local 2nd and charles and is hella expensive on discogs

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havent been on all year yet lulz. its been bad so far i need to vent

i've been b1ng1ng/ov3r34ting every day, i'm at 117-point-something right now and i ate so many c4rbs today

i ended up puk1ng on new years at 4:30 am, not on purpose obv but good lord it was terrible 💀

my situationship hit me up earlier tonight but by god i cannot send them any pictures when i feel this bad about my 0v3r34ting, my bl04t, and how horrible i look lately. i feel really bad for them honestly but i really just can't do it

and i'm trying so hard to r3str1ct and not b1ng3 and shit (y'all even my MOM know i b1ng3 like 😨)

i just want this d1s0rd3r to start d1s0rd3ring again

#my cat keeps jumping onto my record shelf and making them shift and tilt at VERY dangerous angles #what yall have to know is that those are some hard to find #and most of my collection is pre-2000 releases #my 1993 issue of stay sick was 38$ mint and still sealed at the local 2nd and charles and is hella expensive on discogs #like i love you jack but for gods sake... #anyways nerd rant over lmao #ed behaviour tw #i just want to be thin #@na trigger #@nor3×14 #a4a diary #ana bllog #ana rant #i will lose weight #st4rv1ng #pro for me not for thee #disordered eating mention #@na vent #disordered eating thoughts #i need to lose this weight #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #🦋rant #i wanna be skinnier #ed not sheeran #tw ana shit #i wanna be tiny #tw disordered eating #ed bullshit