#my deadname i think it would feel..shittier‚ even though i know itd be hard for them

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trying to figure out if I should come out 2 my friends or not...

#as nb i mean #i know they wouldn't be shitty abt it for sure but like..what if...yk #like we're pretty much all bi or at least unlabeled but gender wise it's different #I've know them all my life and it's not like I'm taking hormones or I'd be changing anything physically so i feel like... #idk like they would struggle with seeing me as something other than female #+ neutral pronouns don't exist in my language so it's not like they Could gender me correctly #and like. rn it doesn't feel as bad being misgendered since i never told em anything explicitly‚ but if i came out and they still called me #my deadname i think it would feel..shittier‚ even though i know itd be hard for them #fuck idk #it's not like it would change anything probably. which makes it feel kinda useless #but it also feels like I'm keeping something from them for no reason #i don't know if anyone has any experience with this hit my ask box i guess