#my history teacher doesnt even look at my work she just marks it all correct and moves on

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I love it so much when my teachers blatantly play favourites with me like. Bestie.. why though?

#gamer txt. #ive said it before and ill say it again: i am a shit student. im not a teacher pet or anything. hell ill take any opportunity to tease them #but they all like me so much?? i cant figure it out?? #my re teacher who should hate me seeing as i talk to the most disruptive kid in class when hes being disruptive and that encourages him #is very nice to me. i dont know why i get tp privileges from her at all but hey ill take it #anyone else asks her to go to the bathroom and she says like 'ugh fine. but be quick' even if theyre a nice kid #i ask (and mind you i am not a nice kid) and she goes 'oh of course!' #anyone who has their head down on their desk is immediately told to lift it. i legit spent the entire class trying to sleep and she walked- #-right by me so many times and definitely saw me trying to sleep bc she was talking to the kid in front of me and said nothing. #she just let me sleep! cheers but why #my history teacher doesnt even look at my work she just marks it all correct and moves on #like me and my friend made the same mistake bc he copied me word for word #the teacher marked his wrong and then marked mine right. they were exactly the same !! #my art/pse teacher loves me despite how disruptive i am in her classes. i mean honestly i sit next to one of my besties in both- #-of her classes like i do not shut the fuck up and im loud about it too. not only that but im difficult as all fuck #but she loves me! shes so sweet to me all the time when she gives everyone else a much harsher tone #hell! even my pe teachers are nice to me and they should fucking hate me. im such a nuisance in pe honestly #i do not get it! why the hell are they being nice to me? what did i do to deserve that? #i know this sounds like im complaining about having it easy and im not. or at least im not trying to. #i just really hate not knowing peoples reasons. especially when their feelings about me should contradict their actions #do they know something about me that makes them so much nicer? #i mean i went to the school counselor for a couple of months in first year. is that it? #i mean my friend who also went to the counselor says the teachers who should hate her also strangely love her #Is that it? #if so that just feels.. i dunno. bad i guess. #belittling even? maybe? #i dunno. it just feels weird to me #and if it isnt the school counselor thing then genuinely what the fuck is going on #this uh. turned into a vent. sorry about that #weirdest fucking vent of my life my lord