#my manager said maybe that'd b easier on me and thats why i agreed 2 it bc i still need money but my pain

[risaonda]

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#venus ambassador give us a post #hi <3 LOL #im thinking tho bc i hesitated 2 write that last tag #i am already aware of this. but sometimes im reminded i rly do have a rough time like #referring to myself as disabled. believing i do have a disability. like i have a weird thing abt that. internalized <3 #and its so funny bc thinking abt it i know it is like 99% caused by...home life LOL #growing up talking abt issues i am experiencing and not being taken seriously or being told im faking shit #so nowadays i force myself to power through immense pain bc Its Not Real Lole :) #i joke but when my work schedule is consistent. i work 2 days a week right #my manager said maybe that'd b easier on me and thats why i agreed 2 it bc i still need money but my pain #but literally i work the 2 days and then the days off i spend basically always in bed trying to recover until next shift #like...after working just 2 days. LOL. #not even full shifts. i work 10 hours a week. like bro <3