#my other problem is im hesitant to talk to ppl in general cus im too used to people thinking im creepy and weird and offputting.

[ei-mugi]

yknooooowwww its been so instilled in me by irl injustices (read:kids in school being meanies) & my online warrior cat community days to expect anything i share to get stolen, and ive gotten over it for fanart (evidently) but im still really reluctant to share any OC stuff. but im wondering if i should, or even just start telling more people about my ocs in private chats (which i usually totally avoid because im sooo afraid of being cringe to people). and while yeah ive learned to not care so much with my other interests (tho anime took a good few years to admit that i liked it to myself) its a lot harder with my ocs because they tend to be so personal. which is just kinda what happens with ocs to me. so yeah idk. im just thinkin about it

#so many brackets in this one #had a whole thing about funny rp experiences here but it was way too long & ik its my blog but i dunno that anyone would care 4 that lol #my other problem is im hesitant to talk to ppl in general cus im too used to people thinking im creepy and weird and offputting. #which is very woe-is-me sounding but its just a flaw of mine ig #ok i wrote a whole massive hting out again but idc enough i deleted it too #i do appreciate the kind words ive received from others this year tho. ty

[angel-nero]

I was tagged by @shcith​ and @kukinta

Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

1. drink: water, do it bitch, sip it. 2. phone call: no one. 3. text message: my friends 4. song you listened to: psylla, glass animals 5. time you cried: in the morning 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: ya 8. been cheated on: idk lmao. 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes and im 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no favorite colors 12. Pink 13. Red 14. Lilac in the last year have you… 15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: nope! 17. laughed until you cried: yes… if i laugh too much i feel like fainting and I panic cus i have a problem in my nose lol 18. found out someone was talking about you: yas 19. met someone who changed you: yas 20. found out who your friends are: yas 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no! general 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i have 731, i probably know 500… listen, i needed ppl to send me shit for fb games. 23. do you have any pets: a dog and a cat 24. do you want to change your name: i dont like my name but changing it means money, time and i can’t think of something better lol. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i panicked and my friends came over. I got gifts. I turned 19, like eren, that was the highlight of it. 26. what time did you wake up: 9am…. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: im in my ex crush couch wishing to die, regretting my decisions, watching superbad… a terrible movie. I dont want to eat dinner man, im sick. I wonder why im sitting here, like how do i even get in these situations wtf. 28. name something you can’t wait for: getting better, be healthy 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 hours ago 31. what are you listening to right now: the fan and laughs. 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes! Tomas tho, i called him toms like the shoes! We r besties over text cus i dont have the guts to see him even if we attended school together lol i haven’t talked to him… ho. 33. something that is getting on your nerves: mmm… life in general 34. most visited website: rn… tumblr? Google? Um. youtube as of 2 weeks ago 35. hair colour: dark 36. long or short hair: i hate my hair either way 37. do you have a crush on someone: i love someone! 38. what do you like about yourself: mm. a few things… 39. piercings: none 40. blood type: o+ 41. nickname: gab, gabs, bowie, gabhole, gabaloney, cess, pendeja 42. relationship status: single and a disappointment 43. zodiac: aries 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: mr robot!!!!!!!!!! 46. tattoos: 0, i want em 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: needing them lol 49. piercing: i want them but apparently i can’t have them 50. sport: i swim. I need to do them… i need to go to the gym lol 51. vacation: i wish them…! Im moving to another city in a month alone lol 52. pair of trainers: i bought a pair of purple reebokkkks. Oh god.. you don’t know but we think the song “this is the rhythm of the night” sounds like “estos son reebok or son nike, son nike, ooh!” … r these reebok or are they nike, they’re nike! And i have that song in my head every time i see them. Yeah. more general 53. eating: lately i have been bad at it 54. drinking: i need water lol 55. i’m about to: i forgot to take my pills twice today…. i wanna sleep but im stuck here so… i cant even drink aaaaaa. Skip dinner. 56. waiting for: graduating college lmfao, i don’t want to go 57. want: stability in life 58. get married: yes… but lately i’ve lost hope of it… lol all my life i was like “sure! It will happen sure!” 59. career: architecture if i dont… send it to hell 1st. 60. hugs or kisses: hugs. 61. lips or eyes: eyes. 62. shorter or taller: i like to be the tallest friend. 63. older or younger: older. 64. nice arms or nice stomach: nice… stomach……? 65. hook up or relationship: relationship! 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant 67. kissed a stranger: in the cheek, we do that here for courtesy? Lmfffao have a kiss, u been blessd by gab’s germs. Other than that no 68. drank hard liquor: a lot 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: uh… ya 70. turned someone down: yes! 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: yeah :’^( nah they’re fine but i have the luck of always encountering the most dramatic ppl ever. 73. had your heart broken: HAHA YES??? I mean… fuck you im fine? But i was a weird teen and loved too much, no one has any idea  74. been arrested: nooooooo…………???  75. cried when someone died: ya 76. fallen for a friend: all my crushes have been my best friends… like the most i sulk for? Other than that strangers but i always fuck up do you believe in … 77. yourself: fuk no 78. miracles: yes 79. love at first sight: yes 80. santa claus: i did, i defend him when kid. Fucking believed in him till i was 12, Fuck me. 81. kiss on the first date: look, if i ever go in a date w u, and was willing to go out of my cave, is bcos i adore u so yea 82. angels: :Dddd @glaspaladin i do believe in them tho yes…….??????????? other 83. current best friend’s name: ivannia, fernanda, luz arena lmao 84. eye colour: brown 85. favourite movie: …. um. Uh. Ah. Oh yeah! Before I disappear. The girl w the dragon tattoo. I have like 60 fav movies, i actually did a list in fb in the part of “what movies have u watch” and constantly update them bcos if i didn’t i would forget em and i love them so much? Im lame yaaaaas.

i tag: @glaspaladin @softboyshiro @levi-delrey @pureren @cubanlance @klancerous @zaevran @quiiiznak @ackersmith @blessedkeith

#THANKS FOR THE TAGS<3 #i filled this yesterday kjdhajd #tag meme #i was being emo #this one is long immm sorry