#my pulse especially is ALWAYS over 100 (which if u didnt know is the max an adults heart should be at)

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how the fuck am i supposed to do my homework NOW D:

#okay so: my pulse and BP are consistently REMARKABLY high #like every time i get them taken #my pulse especially is ALWAYS over 100 (which if u didnt know is the max an adults heart should be at) #so i saw my doc yesterday abt it #and we decided that im gonna do a week without ritalin and THEN see whats goin on with my pulse and go from there #cuz if we go to cardiology now theyre gonna be like 'ofc ur pulse is high ur taking a stimulant every fucking day' #electrically and physiologically my heart looks fine on the EKG so thats good #but my pulse is still weirdly high (like it was 122bpm when i was sitting and 107bpm when i was laying down) #so we shall see #but the problem is #im more or less Not Functional without ritalin #so its gonna be a fun week is all im saying #whatever the fuck