#mylifesonhold

[xoxo-anxciousanum]

I don’t think I know anything. I don’t know what’s going on at work. I don’t know who I can trust. I don’t know whether to carry on crying. I just don’t know anymore. There is always too much going on in my head. Everyone hates me, it’s so obvious. It’s so easy to just pick on me. I don’t even have anything to say anymore. I’ve lost my personality. All I get called is grumpy, moody and irritating. I’m a nuisance, a waste of space. The worst child. I just feel like running away. But I could never do that because of my darling nieces and nephews. (Mostly cause of Ridah and Zarish) They look up to me so much as their role model and I would hate to disprove them. I love them with all my heart. I have become such a horrible person but it’s just because everybody around me. They fill my head with hate and anxiety. All they do is talk about everyone and they then expect me to act like nothings going on.

What is my life

Send help please

#feellikeabrokenrecord #mylifesonhold #ihateeverything #whatisgoingonanymore #cantdealwithanything #cantdealwithanyone #ijustwanttocryidontwannabealive