#nah this is 1000mg of an anti epileptic that I take 2x a day

[mycological-mariner]

God you ever cant remember whether or not you took a medication? On the one hand you don’t wanna flood your system if you DID, but on the other you really don’t wanna fuck around and find out what happens if you didn’t.

#and its not a med I’m like ‘oh No worries I’ll just take it next time’ #nah this is 1000mg of an anti epileptic that I take 2x a day #looking at the packet of tablets like ‘WERE THERE ONLY FOUR OF YOU SIX HOURS AGO???’ #not to mention the stress from the theatre situation has been really screwing with my seizure activity (and other medical problems - #but heart attacks and high risk if kidney failure aren’t as exciting rip) #and BECAUSE of the stress I KNOW ive missed a couple of doses of meds over the last week #seizure threshold isn’t lowering its dropping like a guillotine #but that’s no worry - ive got my seizure alarm charged and IF I have a grand mal ive gone ahead and removed everything in my space #that could potentially cause bodily harm (I’ve sliced my face open before lol but that was coz I went throng a glass coffee table on tile) #pain meds for the migraine are finally kicking in #thank god sweet relief #I cannot believe this whole theatre situation has put my HEALTH at risk #im gonna lose my mind #its just. three. more. weeks #and even then with the stupid fucking coronation we LOSE an entire day of work!! #fuck the monarchy #for that reason alone! #(/j but eh the sentiment is still the same) #how do people remember if they’ve taken a medication??? #ive only been doing this for 12 years lmao #I should buy a pill box. but then I KNOW I’ll forget to refill it #besides every pill box I’ve owned doesnt fit all the pills - not even for a single day #MAKE LARGER PILL BOXES DAMN YOUR EYES #I ought to come up with a pillbox design for ppl with a shit ton of meds - something accessible ya know? #coz I KNOW I’m not the only one who struggles with memory and cognition + takes a ton of pills throughout the day #but as it is I just look at the packaging and do my best #anyways