#ngl i was going through it when i was doing the cw exercise with them haha

[that-was-anticlimactic]

fantasies i'm not sure that i'm worthy of

“I’m bad, Suzuki,” he said to Shou the night before Shou’s dad attempted to take over the world.

The noise in his head rattled, shaking the bars of the prison Ritsu was trapped in. He wanted out. He wanted out so badly that he was ready to scratch and bite and claw his way through.

“Well,” Shou finally said, peeling the wall back and shushing the noise in Ritsu’s head, “I’m the one who burnt your house down. If you’re bad then… so am I.”

Ritsu sniffed, swiping at his eyes. “Yeah?”

“Yeah!” Shou sounded excited now, the blanket he was under rustling as if he were sitting up. “We can be bad together!”

[or, ritsu doesn't know how to process guilt and wants someone to tell him that he's a bad person]

🌵2,030 words | ritsu centric + platonic ritshou🌹

#mp100 #ritsu kageyama #dimple #shou suzuki #ritshou #mp100 fanfic #mp100 ritsu #ritsu with tourette's #it's mild but it is THERE #i had a mild breakdown and then this happened lol #part of this was written during a creative writing exercise i was leading during student teaching lol #just like the very beginning but. still. i liked it and hardly edited that part lol #anyways ahhhhhhh #this is like. my first time releasing something ritsu centric so like. i hope it's okay oiuyfghj #i Really want it to be good because like. it's ritsu. idk ifcghjk #ngl i was going through it when i was doing the cw exercise with them haha #anyways~ #i have two more ritsu fics and one is SO close to being done and the other is only like 1k words (it will prolly be a minimum of 10k lol) #but i want to save at least one of those for ts month lol #anywho uhhhh imma just post this #i always get nervous and ramble lol #corey writes:)