#no but hongjoong would be such a hot dilf when he becomes old n wrinkly😻

[brrrkdslek]

immortality. the one thing people wanted, the one thing everybody dreamed of. but is it as good as they say? it is fun to live decades on your own, seeing things grow and die? what if it was your lover?

your heart was pounding in your chest as you held hongjoong's weakening hand in yours. he had gotten old and weak with time, growing an incurable illness at 30, and now, in his death bed at 40.

over a decade with your lover. it sounds like a lot, but only felt like a few seconds. you wished and prayed that you would die with him in this moment, stay with him forever and hold his hand all the way to heaven.

oh, why? oh, why has the universe cursed me so? oh, why has the universe hurt my lover? couldn't they have hurt me instead? no, that wouldn't work because you're immortal, silly! there would be nothing to learn of if there was consequences donning on an immortal. but, what is the punishment? what do i learn from this?

do i perhaps learn to never wish so hard for immortality? do i learn to cherish things? do i learn to let go? what bullshit is that? you felt your heart shatter as your lover's bony hand come up to caress your face, same old smile adorning his face. the same one you've seen everyday for the past few years.

is this... what i deserved? is this the immortality i had dreamed of? is this life really that wonderful? "i love you..." you were about to reply, but you find the words stuck in your throat. is this the end? when will my end come? "my love..." those were the only words you could mutter before hongjoong took his last breath, hand sliding down your cheek before landing onto the bed with a 'plop'.

huh, what a life.

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