#not to mention the way the guy she chose over me follows 45 and j*e r*gan

[userastarion]

lol remember when i sent that breakup letter to my friend?

i sent it to tell her how hurt i’ve been by some of the ways she’s treated me, how i haven’t felt important to her for a year, how i wanted to push through it bc we have fun together, and how much it hurt that a) i haven’t met the man who’s her forever and b) she got married and i found out via instagram username change when we’ve been good friends for 18 years. i ended it saying i will never ghost you, i love you, i just don’t think there space for me in your life anymore. all the nutrients for my friendship plant went elsewhere and it can’t survive like that anymore.

her response was to remove me from her socials and have her sister do the same. so i guess i now understand where ive fucking stood with her.

#she’s known his guy for max 18 months #when we’ve been friends if not bffs for 18 years #not to mention the way the guy she chose over me follows 45 and j*e r*gan #and is happily a marine (i hate the military) #i was devastated at first bc while my letter was a goodbye in a sense i was hoping it was leaving the door cracked behind me #but she fucking kicked it closed #and probably turned her family against me #i typed the letter so i still have it. anyone who thinks im shitty can read it and decide for themselves. #bc god knows she didn’t let anyone read the evidence of her shit. #can’t believe how fast she said get the fuck out of my life. #btw this is a friend i tried to talk through this stuff with before and things didn’t get fixed #there are other issues with her too but. WOW. #like in theory good riddance but im practice im hurt and sad and angry #b:personal #text post