#nyarly was Not around for that but boy if that hasn't made him violently vindictive

[diadem-of-shadows]

Something obnoxious about trauma is how easily you can have episodes where it resurfaces long after you thought you got over it and you’ll just have...days on days of being back in it again.

#nyarly was Not around for that but boy if that hasn't made him violently vindictive #he's fiercely self-protecting and thank god for that but also. SCARY. #it's very hard to talk someone down who has always been domineering over his own reality as long as he's existed like. let this go. its fine #angel.txt #its not that bad until he's like WE SHOULD MESSAGE THEM AND CAUSE PROBLEMS. #there are more productive ways to take control of the situation but I think he thinks hurting others is the answer fun fact IT IS NOT #negative