#oh never mind i'm so smart ill make scrambled eggs for breakfast tomorrow that sounds so good actually

[nortnaibz]

ok making myself get one of those stupid starbucks sandwiches tomorrow so i dont die bc i genuinely meant to eat like a normal human being today and then I Didn't.

#ghost boy talks #food mention #disordered eating // #work gets me fucked up i don't eat breakfast i don't eat lunch i forget to eat dinner or no one cooks and i'm too like. shy to cook #oh never mind i'm so smart ill make scrambled eggs for breakfast tomorrow that sounds so good actually #that sounds good rn but i'm not physically hungry so fuck it #my mind constantly goes back 2 either food or the house which is probably good bc it's not nothing or being depressed? #but also like....can i think abt something else please. #night time is norton time at least gonna go write some stuff and think abt how he will never in a million years know i wrote this shit #nort if u see this i love u more than anything in the world and also i have two more hours to kick you in the shins. #i miss him but it's not in a sad way tonight. in just like a 'see u when i get home' way #my head is so empty rn i hear nothing up there. wild #okaaaaay norton time