#ooh brandy you're a fine girl just came on!!!!!!!

[crispyflowerblaze]

crazy how much better you feel when you just wash your hands (my hands are always sweaty and yucky-feeling when i'm anywhere that isn't like.... cold. or at least cool. and washing my hands means they feel better for a little while) and get food (got a free pizza at work two nights ago cus leftover from an event yay! but very glad to have finally finished it lol) even though you have to pause the album you're listening to (you don't mess around with jim by jim croce) (and in the middle of a song nonetheless!) (dorm room suite so if my suitemate is home i pause whatever i'm listening to if i go into the kitchen area, is that weird? like do other people not care about that lol?) great work team we did it (this is what it's like every time i procrastinate going to the bathroom) (oh holy shit the album is over so it's playing random songs and bad, bad leroy brown just started!!!!!!!!!!!!)

#don't even know what to tag this lol #no it's like i'm always thinking and doing things and wondering if other people would just like #automatically diagnose me with autism or if i'm just reading too much into things lol #trying to triangulate any opinions of myself based on what i think other people would think about everything i do is so interesting #i mean i'm not doing that all the time lol but when i am i'm like hmm existence is so interesting and weird lol #ooh brandy you're a fine girl just came on!!!!!!! #but yeah i'm about to graduate and it's really crazy #bittersweet cus there's so much i'll miss but a lot i'm very glad to say goodbye to #but oh man i'm gonna miss so much #but i just tell myself that this is good and this is what life is like and at least that's something to hold onto