#oooohhaaaaaaaa

[mossywizard]

When you get fucking teary eyed because the grad school responds in a way that’s more positive than you could ever dream of

#not applying yet cuz I am~ still getting BA but- goodness gracious #why am I this emotional what’s happening?? #doesn’t help that I was already reading about Inanna and Dizumri (sp) which is both so messy and so beautiful and god inanna I love you so #goddess of heavens in love with the farmer and Shepard #I’ve only read a few translation of the story and they weren’t inanna or ishtar’s verison but it still #ugh #oohghaa #death and rebirth got a hold on me #death needing love but realizing the world needs her loved too? #oooohhaaaaaaaa #old school enemies to lovers #i might also simply be tired but #💃💃💃 #grad school that’s awesome and close to home #i could probably survive cali on my own but I~ don’t wanna